•The 'Ass' In Assasin • GENMUI

chapter thirty five

HEY GUYS!!
I am so so sorry for the wait, conventions have me going insane and I've been super busy w them

So, hi, I'm gonna show you my cosplay for it :)
I'm not too confident showing this on here, but a lot of the readers of this book know Danganronpa so I'd like to show you all!

I covered out all my friends faces for privacy but yep, that's me, the robot/K1b0. I had my gf as Miu, who you can kinda see next to me,

But yeah, the lights all change colour, I also did a performance, and I put the lights on multicolour so that's pretty chill :D I also fully made this thing by hand and was a total pain in the ass but I con-crushed it and finished it in like s month and s half

I also did mui and jinx but I'm not so confident as them, since I got quite a lot of awful comments on my body as jinx and my mui isn't so recognizable or cool

Anyway, back to the chapter

(I am so sorry I keep changing how they text since I can't figure out how I want it)

MuI pov
I might go see Aoi, I really need it and think I could benefit from seeing her.. She doesn't know what's going on, I haven't told her yet, do I want to..? No, but I at least want to be aound her and perhaps hint at the fact I'm not doing well.. 

It's an odd feeling, I.. I don't want to struggle but I'm ashamed to tell someone I let it happen to me.. 

I'm afraid they would say something stupid and I wouldn't let myself trust them.. That wouldn't be Aoi, though, right? 

I had told Aoi that I met someone.. I was talking about Genya, he's.. Amazing, I don't know how to explain how I feel around him.. 

I know what being hurt and abused feels like.. I know betrayal, and I know what loving a family member feels like.. Mother, father.. Yuichiro.. Dad, 

But.. I feel.. Something else with Genya

I know I've never felt it before but I know what it's supposed to be.. I'm not that naive. 

I just.. Don't think I'll ever have him feel the same way back to me.. You know? He's my boss.. I can't like him, I'm an assassin.. It's horrid to have feelings for him, but he cares.. 

Not like someone asking me if I was alright since I was thin and bruised in highschool, 

Not like Aoi asking if I was alright since she accidentally pushed me over and took a good minute to keep her giggle away before doing so, 

Not like dad asking if I was okay since I've been distant, 

Genya is trying to help me.. No one ever did that

I guess dad thought I had gotten better since I was left alone and came to him when I was matured, but I don't know if I ever got the help I needed

Genya makes me feel safe.. His touch is safe, it's warm.. Not like any hug I've ever had.. Even after Tanjiro.. Genya hugging my waist or shoulders while I cried.. It only ever felt warm… .