(Will someone please take Jaden to get his dreads retwisted his edges looking like his tweets. Bad. lol i love him thoo)
"Every thing that I've been doing is all bad
I got a chick on the side with a crib and a ride
I've been telling you so many lies ain't nothing good it's all bad
And I just wanna confess 'cause it's been going on so long
Girl I've been doing you so wrong and I want you to know that
Every thing that I've been doing is all bad
I got a chick on the side with a crib and a ride
I've been telling you so many lies ain't nothing good it's all bad
And I just wanna confess 'cause it's been going on so long
Girl I've been doing you so wrong and I want you to know that"
I looked at the ceiling as I processed the words of confessions part one. I had one of my legs hanging off the couch and one of my arms behind my head tears still falling down my face.
9:52 am. Day eight. I haven't left this hospital.
I haven't been home and me and the lady at the receptionist desk came and talked and prayed with me all the time. She was a chubby little woman with the cutest southern accent. She had orange or red hair or idk what you call it now a days. She wore a lot of little pink scrubs and crocs. She was the same nurse that took my blood. Her name was Melissa.
The doctors told me that they put Evan in Induced coma and sooner than later they will be taking it off.
"Jaden" I heard a voice on the other side of the door.
"Come in" I said my voice cracking
"Hey sugar how's it going, I thought I'd come in early to check on ya?" Melissa said sitting at the edge of the couch
"I miss her so much" I said crying hardly turning over on the couch
"Baby she right there, she may not be able to talk to you but you can talk to her. I'm ganna leave you two, you know where I am" she gave me a tight hug and left the room.
11:50am~
"Jayyy?" I saw Willow holding two bags and Denas carrier
"Hey" I said standing up to hug her.
"Oh. You smell like tears and depression" she said embracing me
"Yea in general." I said wining my face taking out my headphones
"When was the last time you took a shower?" She asked
"When daddy brought my clothes two days ago." I said
"Alright well here I brought you something to eat some soaps some clothes, don't worry there are a few basket ball shorts and a black tank tops four pairs of socks four boxers and some sweat pants, you know comfy clothes. Are you okay you looking skinny." She said
I pointed to the pile of untouched fast food people have been bringing me the last eight days, and then to my stomach.
"Okay okay, don't worry go take a shower and then I have a surprise." She said
"Alright"
Evans room was private so it had one of those handicap showers in it. I opened the door and dropped the jeans I had been wearing for two days and took the black tear stained shirt off and put it in a clear Baggie I turned on the hot water and stood under it, so many thoughts were going through my head. I was in the shower for about 30 minutes when I decided to get out.
I dried off and put on the black and white basket ball shorts and a tank top I put on some deodorant and walked out of the bathroom.
I put my hair in a man bun on top of my head and sat in a chair next to Denas carrier.
