Sacrifice || ENHYPEN FF

~𝔸𝕦𝕥𝕙𝕠𝕣'𝕤 ℕ𝕠𝕥𝕖 𝟜 (𝕚𝕕𝕜 𝕣𝕝𝕝𝕪 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕜𝕤)~

~Dear Readers~

Hellaur Peng hia

i know you were expecting the next ch but srry its just a proper author's note after sooo lonnggg

Ok first of all a great thank you to all of you cuz Sacrifice reached 50.1k views!!! 

I think it happened over the weekend idk cuz I was holiday so I only checked my Wattpad notifs nothing else. Cuz like the net there was so bad I couldn't open anything properly. Or else you guys would've already gotten your next chapter by now. 

Anyways I genuinely do not know how thank you all for reading this story (cuz like i wouldn't read this story if i was a reader).

I genuinely don't deserve this at all. THANK YOU TAHNK YOU THANK YOUUUUUU SOOOO FUKCING MUCH

(help whats up with jaeyun's foot?)

here my heart for you all.






Anyways to the more depressing bit.

Help now that im writing this idk what to say with proper words.

Idk im just feeling really discouraged. 

I keep having this random urge to just wake up one day and delete this entire story. 

I was literally staring at the "Are you sure you want to permanently delete your story?" pop up like an hour ago.

Cuz like i feel like im going nowhere with Sacrifice.

Its not that i don't know the ending and main points. The hardest bit is making everything flow. Having all the main important plot bits connect to all the backstories along with fun side stories.

Like it's hard to do cuz this story is a fantasy story not a romance one (its like romantasy but the fantasy bit is the main point but obv the romance plays a big part in it)

Now im sure you know why im getting doubtful about this story... Yes cuz its long.

Since I read webtoons I treated this as a webtoon with lots of chapter. But I didn't realise this is a written book not a comic. 

I don't want to completely delete this story and forget about it but I want to just rewrite it shorter a bit.

Cuz like i made MANNNYYY changes.

Liek i think his is my first time revealing this but the original story was supposed to focus more on the romance and it was that all the members were supposed to fall for YN and she also liked every single one. Thus if u read the initial description of YN meeting Jake u can sort of tell that I intended YN to start liking him from the start. Then when YN shows Jay the hickeys he's supposed o be a bit jealous. And then you know the scene where Jungwon fins about YN's power by holding her from falling. It was initially supposed to be a kiss. But thank goodness that I decided to just stick with Sunghoon and Sunoo or else it wouldve been really confusing for me. 

Now on the other hand I also don't wanna rewrite this story. 

Because since its my first story that I properly wrote I want to keep it as it is.

(sort of because this is the 3rd story I thought of. Caffeine and this one other Yeonjun story that's dead in my drafts were the first 2. But they were initially made into video forms for YouTube but that was before I knew Wattpad existed)

I want to sort of keep the mistakes I made and be able to look back to see how much I have improved as I continue to make my own stories.

But I kind of have to keep in mind that I'm not writing this for myself. There are other people reading this story and they don't really know all my intentions. 

And its hard to sort of keep this story to their liking. If I make one big mistake of like killing off a character or making a character bad etc, I'm sure many people will just leave this story calling it a flop.

It's like a huge risk on my side (one of them is coming soon.... Taking a risk.). 

At times it almost feels like I'm thinking about how to write this story to make it to my readers liking more than how I want it to go. 

Like heck even the endings risky. I won't be surprised if you all start cussing me out in the comments on the last chapter of this book.

For example you can tell that the story is now sort of focusing on the love story between Jungwon and Isla (literally my fav couple). It's kind of like the calm before the storm.

I think there were one or two comments wanting YN and sunghoon back (im sure they were like a joke but still) and I spent like a couple of days thinking about if i should focus on Yn and Sunghoon or still to MY plan. Because I felt like I needed a break from that couple and focus more on Jungwon and his back story and character development. You could literally see me struggling int hose 1 or 2 chapters when I kept asking you all whether he should fall for YN or should I bring in a new love interest which was thankfully decided with one of my reader's request of adding a new character.

*sigh*

idk rlly... Im just lost.

But thanks. To all the readers who have stuck with me for so long reading this story even if im struggling so hard.

I would love to thank every individual person who is reading even if they don't vote but thats not possible.

So I'll thank all the people who vote consistently and read this :

@Urlocalskzstan

@Lunengene_79

@jackie450

@aqua015

@Dreamverse26

@CheyTheKpopFan

@Houmaa

@prvttyboysvnoo

@Mahigene

@Reiriekpopfan

(if you do vote consistently pls comment ill add you in - its rlly hard to find every person cuz i literally just went back o the last ch and saw how many voted but its hard with so many notifs after that)

I genuinely would like to thank you all just anyone reading this. Cuz you guys are keeping me from deleting this story.

Thank you. <3

~Love, PENG~

PS: I'll try my best to write the next chapter and publish by hopefully tmr.