Cold lonely morning it was I remember clearly, I had my Barbie blanket around me while watching tv with little sister that's when he came in. He lives with us , he takes care of us when's mama or daddy went to work. He came next to me and sat very close . He said what you watching ? Me and sissy told him cartoons , he pretended to be interested but his hand went up down inside my pjs . I looked at him and he whispered shh it feels good right? I hesitated, I was uncertain but I thought he knew better that it was good . So I nodded . What could've I done ? I was little I didn't know what was going on . I felt his fingers inside me the hairs of my back stood because it felt weird. Buts it's okay He loves me, he said I was always his favorite girl it's okay I love him too he told me he will get me whatever I wanted because I was special.
If only I knew ...
Everything changed started to change because of him ..
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If I Only Knew Why
Non-FictionI was 12 years old when I got sexually abused .. How will I live I asked myself , shh tell no single soul or else you'll pay he said . Why did you start this .. I was just a child .. And then I knew why ... Because I was vulnerable and little. No on...
