Jordan ❁
Hearing Will's mom and his stepfather made me wanna punch myself. It just made me more worried about how my mom and my brother will react. I look over to my right to see Will mouthing the song Car Radio.
'I have these thoughts, so often I ought
To replace that slot, with what I once bought
'Cause somebody stole my car radio
And now I just sit in silence'
'Sometimes quiet is violent
I find it hard to hide it
My pride is no longer inside
It's on my sleeve
My skin will scream
Reminding me of
Who I killed inside my dream
I hate this car that I'm driving
There's no hiding for me
I'm forced to deal with what I feel
There is no distraction to mask what is real
I could pull the steering wheel'
All I could be thinking about is how he felt. How his mother betrayed him, and only accepted his sexuality just because of his dad. I wish I could of been there for Will for every problem he had.
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We arrive at my house parking the car in place. I look over to Will and see him curled up taking a nap. I unlock the door, went to Will's side, opening the door, and carry him out.
"I love you so fuckíng much." I whisper.
I close the car door while getting my key out. I unlock the house door seeing Patrick [Jordan's Brother] on the sofa.
"Who the helł are y-"
"Be quiet, I'll talk to you after I put him into bed." I said quietly
"Jeez, okay."
I carry Will upstairs into my room placing him on my bed. I gave him a kiss on his forehead then left.
'I swear if Patrick says anything about Will I will kíll him' I said in my head.
"What do you need Patrick?"
"Well..." he trails, crossing his arms. "Why were you carry him?"
"Wow, I can't even do something nice?" I said while taking a seat.
"The last time you were "nice" was when you held the door for mom. And that was 4 months ago." He puts air quotation marks around nice.
"Ha Ha Ha," I laugh sarcastically "But I can be nice sometimes."
"Mhmm, whatever you say. But what really happened?"
I look over to him. "Nothing happened, he just fell asleep in my car and I didn't want to wake him up."
"If this is a school problem just tell me. I don't even go to school anymore, and I like to be nosy." He said with a smirk
"Fine." I said.
"Great, what happened?"
I was going to start, but I can't tell him that Will or I is gáy. I mean Will only told his parents and me, I don't know if he wants to give it out. Also, if I tell him that Will is gáy, he could kick him out and he'll have no where to stay. Plus, Patrick may figure out that I'm gáy.
"Sooo, you're gonna spill?"
"Will just got into a fight with his parents and he can't live there anymore."
"Really, that happened?"
"Yeah." Well technically it is true.
"So, he's going to sleep in your room?" He asked with a wink.
"Stop thinking like that. He can sleep on my bed while I can sleep on the floor."
"You know we have five extra bedrooms. Something going on in your room?" He said with another wink.
"What?!?" I knew I was blushing. "Nothing's happening in my bedroom. He just got kick out and I want to help him."
"Jordan..." He came over to me "If you're gáy or Will is, you can tell me. I'm not going to be mad."
I look up at him. "H-how did you know?" I ask.
"Every time you bring a girl into the house you only give them a kiss on their cheek. Also, be quiet the next time you make out with him."
"Oh." I'm pretty sure I turned red.
"Whelp, I should be going before I miss my flight."
"Wait, is mom going to be mad since I'm gáy?" I asked quietly.
"Nah I'm pretty sure she loves gáys honestly."
I laugh. "Well...thanks you can leave now."
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I look over at Will, he's still sleeping. I went downstairs, going into the kitchen. I see my mom.
"Oh! Hey mom! Why are you back so early?" I said.
"Oh, they had to reschedule the trip. I thought you were asleep when I came. I heard you snoring, although you never snore."
"Um, well..." I said playing with my hand. "I have a friend over and he sorta had a fight with his mom, so can he stay over for a couple days?"
"Of course! Why don't you wake him up, I'll call for pizza. Also, tell him to come down, I want to know him." She said with a smile.
"Yeah, let me wake him up."
I turn to go upstairs but, I see Will walking down.
"Oh, hey Will. This is my mom."
"Why hello Ms.Bayani, I...um was about to leave so um--"
"Will, Jordan already told me that your aren't able to go to your house. You are welcome to stay here."
"Oh, well thank you then."
"Hopefully Jordan doesn't mind you sharing his clothes with him." My mom said elbowing me in my stomach.
"Ouch, and sure I don't care."
"Okay why don't you change and I'll tell you went the pizza is coming."
"Thank you Ms-"
"Just call me Faith." She said with a smile.
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:) | I know it's short but I just wanted to post something
