phil😋: dan
dan✨: i didn't want to tell you because i knew it would push you away and you'd hate me for it
dan✨: because i know it's disgusting and wrong but at the time i had no choice
dan✨: i was having a shit time and although those people meant nothing to me i could at least feel something, almost like i actually felt loved even though i knew it was bullshit considering the circumstances
dan✨: i needed the money since my parents stopped providing for me when they found out i was gay and told me i was no son of theirs and so i had to try and make a life for myself on a small income
dan✨: that's why i didn't say anything because i couldn't risk losing you
phil😋: you would never lose me and i could never hate you, dan
dan✨: you mean too much for me to lose you
phil😋: never, i love you
dan✨: i love you so much more
