Jaspar One-Shots

I'm In Love, Just Not With You

Summary: Caspar writes a letter to his boyfriend, explaining how he has fallen in love with someone else.
WARNINGS: Break-Ups (?), Cheating.

Dear Harry,

You are probably finding this letter on the table, wondering the heck I have gone, but I can tell you now that I am safe.
Straight to it, I don't want to break your heart. I don't want to cause you pain, I don't want you to think that you weren't good enough.
You were amazing, and people say this a lot but in this case it's true. It's not you, it's me.
And yes it sounds like I'm breaking up with you. I am, and I feel terrible. But I have a good reason.

Thing is, I'm in love, just not with you. Not anymore, anyways. I've met someone and he makes my head spin, and my heart beat out of time and it sounds cliche but it's true. And when I'm with you, Harry, that doesn't happen anymore.

His name is Joe, and he's possibly one of the nicest person I've ever met. (Not forgetting you of course)
I met him when you were out in a club with Mark. I went to Tescos, and he helped me out when I knocked loads of things off the shelf.
Classic Caspar. I know.
And we locked eyes, and I felt like I was floating, and I almost forgot how to breathe.

I am not writing this letter to mock you, or to make you feel sad. I am writing this letter to let you know that you gave me everything I could've wished for, but our time is over.
I've moved to London with him. I know this must be hard for you, and I apologise.
I just thought I wouldn't ever leave you without an explanation, nobody deserves that.

Yes I am writing a letter. But I didn't want to make this any harder. Call me a coward, whatever you want.  I. Am. Sorry.

Hopefully our paths will cross again, and I hope that you are happy. Don't be afraid to fall in love again.
For the record, if you were wondering, yes I did cheat on you. With him. But now you know, that I never meant harm.
I'm just not in love with you anymore.
Don't deny it, we lost our spark; even you know it.

So this is goodbye. You fall in love, have a happy life, forget about me. Though I will never forget you, cause you gave me happiness for a while and I can't thank you enough.

Thank you for loving me, Harry. You made me a better man, and I am sorry I fell out of love.
But I know that Joe is the one.

From Caspar.

P.S: If you ever need anything, call me. I am only a phone call away, don't feel like you have lost a friend too.
Farewell, Harry, I'll miss you. Have a nice life, and please, please;
Remember that it wasn't your fault, it's mine, I'm in love, just not with you.

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