something different

CHAPTER 18 - interview?

HANI POV

i don't know how to feel right now... i felt empty. i can't even feel anything right now. the attack.. what the fan said before really got into me. i ruined xiumin oppa's life. but if i think again, why is every one blaming me? it's not my fault after all. i really want to end my life right now.

"Hee yeon?" i heard somebody  knocking at the door

"ne? who is it?"  i ask

"it's me xiumin" xiumin oppa? what is he doing here?

"oppa? why are you here?"

"i want to talk about something, please unlock the door"

"can you just text me? i'm not in a good mood for talking right now" i told him that because i don't want to see him

"i can't i need to talk to you directly" 

"is it really important?" i still insisted

"yes it is, please open the door"

"okay hang on a sec" i finally gave in

"what is--" i open the door when he suddenly hug me tightly

"i miss you so much" when he said that. i want to cry so bad

"hee yeon? why are you crying?" he released the hug as soon as he heard me sobbing

i stayed quiet. i can't say anything

"come on, heeyeon tell me why are you crying"

"i.. i.."

"is it because of the news?" i can only nod

"oh come on hani... don't be sad.. i'm sorry okay? i know it's my fault but people keep blaming you.. i can't stand it. please don't be sad, we'll go through this together. i'm not going to betray you. i told you didn't i? i'm in love with you Ahn Hee Yeon. i love you. remember that words okay? it mean i will never ever leave your side. even if i have to quit being an idols as long as we're together it's fine. maybe you're not going to trust me because we don't have any strong feelings together. didn't you say you believe in love at first sight?"

"i- i feel ba-"

"Shhh. Don't feel bad for me. Remember one thing hani, even if you don't love me. I will make you love me, i will try making your heart flutter, i will make you be mine forever, do you understand me?"

"Ne oppa..."

"Okay don't you ever cry again because of me, i will always try making you smile"

"Ne oppa thankyou for loving and caring me"

"You're welcome hani"

"By the way oppa, you said you want to say something important" i ask while

"Ah right i almost forgot, we have an interview tomorrow. Can you come?"

"Yeah sure why not?"

"Are you okay if we talk about us?"

"i'm okay oppa..."

"Okay good, but if you feel sick or something just let me know"

"Ne oppa see you tomorrow"

"Ne bye!" He said waving his hand while looking at me and finally he went outside

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XIUMIN POV
I'm so nervous right now. Hani is not even here yet, where is she? The interview is going to start in 15 minutes. What if she does not came?