our little boy // phan

Fighting til no end.

Auriellas POV (the picture above is telling you it's a video, it's not) trigger warning.

I am still awake at 1 am. I can hear daddy's fighting downstairs. I need to go to sleep and I will. I just shut my eyes when I heard dad scream,
"RAISE THEM ON YOUR OWN IM LEAVING!" He sounded like he was crying. I heard someone running after him, crying. I got up and saw daddy sitting at the table crying his eyes out he wiped his eyes,
"Auriella. Go back to bed."
"No." I can't just let dad run away from me. I started running to the front door and I could hear footsteps behind me I left without shoes and now it was winter. My feet were quite cold. Daddy picked me up and put me inside,
"Go back to bed now. I'll be home soon. I love you princess."
"Love you daddy." I went to bed and when I heard the front door close I realized my daddy's are breaking up.

Phil's POV

Dan and I were fighting. I hated when we fought because he shouted, I hated when he shouted. I was shouting as well but we were both also in a fit of tears. He started heading for the door,
"Where are you going?"
"RAISE THEM ON YOUR OWN IM LEAVING!"
"Dan please stop! Dan!" He left. Did we just break up? I started crying hard, tear after tear.
I don't deserve him anyway.
Right you are Phil!
He hates me.
So smart.
I should kill myself.
Please this world would be a better place.
Tiny footprints interrupted these thoughts I looked up to see my daughter and her tear stained face,
"Auriella go back to bed."
"No." She started running so I chased after her, she opened the front door. I know exactly where Dan would go in the winter when it's snowing. She walked out and her feet started turning blue instantly. I pulled her inside and I said goodbye. She's brave. I love my kids. Walked out closing and locking the door behind me and I started running down the street I ran for what seemed like forever until I saw Starbucks in my vision. It's closed. I knew it would be. I ran to the back of the Starbucks and found my sweet Dan. Cut up. Awake. Breathing. I lifted him off his pool of blood and called 999,

"Hello 999 what's your emergency?"
"Help my husbands been stabbed, I need an ambulance I am behind the Starbucks on gloves street"
"Okay what's your and your husbands name?"
"Phillip Michael Lester and Daniel James Lester."
"Is there anything else I need to know Phil?"
"Our 2 kids are at our home."
"Thank you and the address of your home?"
"123 Rainbow Road."
"Thank you Phil an ambulance and police and on their way."
I hung up and looked back down at Dan in my lap I stroked his cheek with my thumb,
"Bear, what happened?"
"This gang.... They called me a faggot....... For crying.... This guy stabbed me in the stomach..... And they ran."
"It's okay I'm here I'll always be here for you."
"I love you."
"I love you bear." Just as I finished the ambulance arrived and we both got in the back. The nurse was male and had an earring in his left ear.
"He will be fine, minor stab wound. Not too deep, stitches are needed. But we should discuss your children. How old are they?"
"5 and 3."
"And they are alone?"
"Yes."
"When did you plan to return?"
"Five minutes."
"Is that the truth?"
"Yes."
"Then your fine. And if you hadn't left them Daniel would be dead." The rest of the ride was basically just me rubbing Dans forehead telling him he was okay.
"Ok love we're here." I told Dan and he nodded, I wasn't allowed in the surgery room so I waited in the waiting room. When I got in Louise, PJ, Carrie, and my kids were here. I ran up and gave them all hugs. Whilst embracing PJ I told everyone,
"Thank you all for coming." When the hugs were over Louise hit my head rather hard,
"What was that for?!"
"Because you are an idiot who leaves a 5 and 3 year old alone. You're lucky you didn't get a fine or worse them taken away!"
"I'm sorry." I was expecting the same reaction from Dan when I told him. I was expecting it because he thinks everyone is worth more then him. In Reality he's the brightest star in my world. And I was trying my hardest to make sure that he knew that. I was trying my hardest to make sure my brightest star didn't start to fade.

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Short chapter. Feedback? Please?