conversation 》m.c

→thirty two

》natasha《

"Stop! Stop!" I pushed him away as he deepening the kiss. I wiped the tears off my cheeks, looking at him - disbelief. He's been watching me, surprised that I pushed him away.

"I can't believe you did that!" I pushed him on his chest as he stumbled back a few steps. I keep hitting his hard chest as my tears stream down my face. I shut my eyes and punching him but he grabbed my hands - stopping my actions that probably hurts him.

"Stop, Natasha. Stop it, calm down." He soothed me and try to calm me down but I can't calm down with him here.

"No, you stop it! Get out of here Michael! Don't ever come back!" I yelled at him and snatched out of his grip. He's about to say something but he didn't say anything and let me walked away from him.

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"Who's that?" My friend at work named Samantha approached me after Michael left an hour ago. I'm proud of myself. Not because I'm rejecting him but I stood for myself. Maybe I will regret it later but I don't need to gushes over a guy when I am still a student.

"A stranger."

"What? He's obviously not! He's hot, Natasha. Is he taken?" Sam giggles.

"No, you can have him."

"God, Natasha. Look at your eyes. You look tired." She touched my face, observing every flaws.

"I'm fine." I pushed her hands off my face, looking at her.

"I'll tell our boss that you're tired, I'm sure he'll understand. Okay?" Sam suggested and as I'm about to deny it, she already talking to Mr. Smith.

I looked around the bookstore and it seems like not more than 15 people in the store. I walked over to the Biography section and started to rearrange some books, actually trying to do something.

I don't know how should I avoid him again. He found out where I work, he knew where I lived. I could just move away from Perth, maybe Tasmania? People on the island is actually nice. I could surf, swim and do all the things I want to do without thinking about him. I should have try it, I apply to Tasmania University too. I would see the world more than I could. Maybe that's a great idea.

but I know I can't do it.

sorry for shitty update. I don't even know what to write.
stay wonderful x