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I can't sleep knowing what has happened, I can't breathe as easily as before. I used to be in control of this but not anymore. The days passed and I still felt the same. The years went by, but there was still the pain, even to this day. I've tried so hard to be myself, I've tried so hard to beat these walls, I've tried so hard. But it's not good enough. Every day I'm here with all of this, it gets worse every minute. I do my hardest, I am being my best, but as you can tell I'm not the greatest at this. I'm sorry for what I've said. I apologize for what I've done. I am such a disaster to everyone. I feel so alone, though I know you are around. I am crying, but they hear no sound. I am dying, but I continue to smile. It hasn't been real for quite a while. And I'm so sorry for everything I've caused. I never meant to hurt the ones that I have lost.

*Please don't hate me for this*

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