Instant Love VII: Final Decision {Heptalogy August Alsina Story}

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Mariah POV:

Half dis house...is full of boxes. Aug is upstairs wit tha kids and I'm downstairs. Done lol. So I'm juss chillin' eatin' some pasta. Then I see NeNe

Me: "When you get hea'? I ain't hear tha doe"

Nevaeh: "I juss got hea'. But if you referrin' ta bein' in Atlanta, then I been hea' since yestaday. Umm. Y'all movin'?"

Me: "Yea. But we juss movin' back into our old house"

Nevaeh: "So where tha othas at?"

Me: "Upstairs. Still packin' up shit"

Nevaeh: "Annnd you down hea' eatin' pasta?"

Me: "I'm done. Been done"

She laughed and sat next ta me. Then I noticed ha hand

Me: "Where is yo ring?"

Nevaeh: "I gave it back"

Me: "Why?"

Nevaeh: "I juss thought it was best"

Me: "Did he do sum'n' ta you? Cuz you know yo daddy crazy"

Nevaeh: "*laughs* I know he's crazy. Trust me. But...there wasn't any trust. He didn't trust me. Tha trust issues really didn't come in until tha third year mark. It juss dropped like a bomb like....boom. Ion believe you. There were times we've got into arguments about it..."

Me: "We're dey really bad arguments?"

Nevaeh: "Yes. One night it got so heated he said, and these were his exact words, you're actin' like a hoe"

I juss slowly looked at ha. She nodded ta comfirm dats what he said. Dat juss pissed me off

Me: "So is dat why you weren't talkin' ta him fa dat month?"

Nevaeh: "Dats exactly tha reason. And we know how bad my temper is...so I left befoe I ended up hurtin' him and destroyin' his shit. I juss don't see why he said dat. Like...I have male fans, too. Imma talk ta and hug'em juss like er'body else. People say hi ta me all tha time. I'm not finna be rude juss cuz he doesn't like it. Then er'thang cooled down...we were on good terms. Then, once again, it got bad...and he accused me of cheatin'. Then I stop talkin' ta him again. A few weeks passed. Then we were back on good terms. We were happy. On our four year anniversary we celebrated dat. He took me out, gave me gifts, apologized ta me and I fa'gave him cuz he was sincere. Best night we eva had. Then a couple weeks go by and he proposes. I said yes cuz I thought he was ova his issues. And like a dummy...I actually thought dat. Then he went back ta not trustin' me. And I didn't wanna deal wit dat fa'eva. Nobody does. So yestaday...I cancelled er'thang and gave his ring back. There is a lot y'all don't know about"

Me: "He has neva hit chu has he?"

Nevaeh: "Nah. He ain't dat crazy. He knows his life will literally end"

Me: "Knowin' what I know...I'm sorry you went through dat. And since I do know dat...I'm glad you cancelled it. Cuz if you went through dat juss bein' engaged, then it prolly woulda been worse in tha marriage. Dat will juss break you down emotionally. And prolly mentally..."

Nevaeh: "It really would have. So I guess you can say I did it ta save my sanity and emotions"

Me: "Do you love him?"

Nevaeh: "Claro (Of course). And I know he loves me. But he juss showed it...in a weird way. And dat bothered me. I personally didn't like it. It scared me a lil cuz I didn't know what it would all eventually lead up ta in tha long run..."

Me: "So what chu gonna do when he says all tha shit every nigga say beybe fa'give me. I'm sorry. Ion know what was wrong me. It was my fault. I know I should trust you blah blah blah and all dat extra shit?"

She started laughin' and it made me laugh. But I was serious. Aug has done dat ta me million time and y'all see where I'm at, right?

Nevaeh: "Ta keep it one million...Imma juss stare at him. I would seriously stare fa a good minute..."

Me: "Damn..."

Nevaeh: "I'm juss bein' honest. There will be no us if there is no trust. Once there is trust then...I'll reconsider us. Dat trust has ta be there. On both sides...."

She makes a very good point. Hell...I feel like my twenty-three year old daughter juss taught me a lesson lol. Na dats bad!

Me: "Well...only time will tell..."

Nevaeh: "Dats what I said"

Once NeNe feels a certain way...she sticks wit dat feelin'. She has always been dat way. I hope he don't expect ta change ha mind afta a day cuz dat shit ain't happenin'. All I gotta say is...he betta be glad Aug wasn't around when he disrespected NeNe cuz he wouldn't have seen tha sun....

Leilani POV:

I needa go talk ta my mother. I juss have ta say sum'n' even though I know she knows. It'll juss make me feel betta. When I pull up, I see NeNe car and a movin' truck. I go in tha house and boxes are everywhere

Me: "Ma!"

Mariah: "Livin' room!"

I walk towards there and Paris and Dré run and hug me and I hug back. Then dey went back ta playin'. At least dey acknowledged me lol. I go in tha livin' room and dey watchin' tha mover people move boxes

Me: "So y'all juss gon' stare at'em?"

Mariah/Nevaeh: "Yup!"

Me: "Okay. If pops catch you he gon' be ova dramatic"

Mariah: "*laughs* I can look. I juss can't touch"

I sat next ta NeNe and crossed my legs ova ha legs. I do dat every single time

Mariah: "I can tell you up ta sum'n' or sum'n' is up. Spill it"

Me: "Juss ta get straight ta it. I had sex"

NeNe mouth dropped open

Nevaeh: "Oh my God"

Mariah: "While she is bein' overly dramatic....I already knew and yo daddy does too cuz I tol' him. I calmed him down but he got ova it eventually..."

I sigh of relief

Nevaeh: "I'm not bein' dramatic. I'm juss shocked. She is tha good one!"

Mariah: "When Lani?"

Me: "A day befoe we left fa Brazil. It juss happened. And I know yo next two questions. It was wit a guy named Maurice and yes he had protection"

Mariah: "*sighs* I'm not mad. But I'm mad. But I feel betta knowin' you used a condom. All I gotta say is...if you plan on fuckin' again...be safe. Don't end up pregnant. Matta fact...you would juss be betta off no doin' it again. But chu grown. I can't explode on you cuz I didn't explode on yo brotha. So Imma tell you like I tol' him...use a condom..."

Me: "Thanks fa not spazzin' ma"

Mariah: "If anythang...I know as a teenager, it's temptin'. Trust me. Especially since yo daddy made it worse when he was around"

Nevaeh: "Ooookay"

Mariah: "*laughs* Juss sayin'. But juss be smart. Don't let nun in you without a rubber. Ion give a fuck what dey say"

Me and NeNe started laughin'. She is so blunt. But as long as I didn't die dats all dat mattas...
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Am I tha only one who is an Lira Mercer (aka Lira Galore) fan? Well kinda a fan lol. Besides her boob job, she is more natural. Unlike some people (no shade tho), she let it be known she had a boob job on her SC awhile back. I respect that lol

Anyways. Here is an update!

Imma fast forward time in tha next chapter

Just two POVs this chapter

Prolly some errors. Oops

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