Get over him. He's not even worth it. He is not worth your time or your tears. Yeah you loved him, I know that. And I know that you can't picture yourself with anyone else besides him, I get that. I've been there. Why should you spend your time sitting at home, bawling your eyes out wondering where he is or who he is with. Do you honestly think he is thinking about you? No. Sure it hurts, the fact that he is out there falling in love with other girls. Yeah you are going to see him with his new girlfriend. Prepare yourself, straight up, it's going to hurt. He will hold her a little closer and squeeze her a little tighter because he knows you are watching. He knows it is killing you and that is why he does it. Don't let him get to you because that is exactly what he wants. Don't give him what he wants. He doesn't deserve it. So what if he doesn't talk to you? Do you even want to be friends with a pathetic jerk anyway? The thing is, I know you still do. But give it time. Because all he would do is talk about his new girlfriend to try to make you jealous, do you want that? No. Screw him and his girlfriend. He will be sorry. Trust me. When he finally sees you with another guy that's not him. With a huge grin on your face and your boyfriend holding you close, he will realize that you are happy now. And how happy your boyfriend is because he has you; the girl of his dreams. He will realize the huge mistake he made when he let you go, when he decided to choose her over you. When he decided he just didn't love you the same. Trust me, he will be sorry. Don't sit there thinking, I know he won't be sorry I know you are. But I guarantee you he will, he will be sorry. Don't go spending your nights waiting for that one phone call you are never going to get. Or that IM he will never send you because he likes to ignore you. He likes to pretend he doesn't see you online, he does it out of spite because he knows it's killing you. When he walks past you in the hallway he is going to look pat you, but you need to know he will do that because he knows somewhere inside you, it will hurt. It'll hurt alot. But it will hurt even more when you see her name in how much he loves you in his profile. It's all going to hurt. Knowing you're not the girl that is going to make him smile. Knowing you'renot the first person he thinks of in the morning and the last person before he goes to bed. Knowing you're not the face on the background of his phone anymore. Knowing that is he hasn't already, he will delete the albums of pictures you two had together on his phone. And you know what? Today, tomorrow, a week from now, months from now, your phone will go off with a message. You will grab your phone hoping it's him saying he wants to give you guys another shot. But trust me, he's got too much pride. Even if he wanted to be with you, he wouldn't tell you. Soon you're going to realize he doesn't care about you anymore and he won't be the first person you call when you are upset. He won't be the one who put a smile back on your face. Yeah it's going to hurt, it's going to hurt alot. But you just gotta keep your head up. You're going to show him you are better than him and you don't need him in your life. You're going to show him that he made the biggest mistake of your life letting you go, and you never really needed him anyway.
