I wonder if you ever stop dead in your tracks and having tears welling up in your eyes. I wonder if she kisses you and you can only think of me. I wonder if you ever look at Jacob and say, "Man, I miss her." And he just looks and you and says, "I honestly don't know if you'll ever get her back man. You really screwed her up." And you just cry. I hope when you do the things with her that you did with me first that it kills you inside. I hope you cry yourself to sleep wondering if "us" will ever be a thing. I hope square dancing with me kills you as much as it does me. I hope one day you come back and beg for me back. I hope this hurts you as it does me and that you're dying inside. Just so you know, i see the death glare you shot at me today when she walked in the cafeteria and sat at the other table. I see you talking about me to her. But, I also see the looks you give me when she's not around. I see you looking at me at lunch when she's not at vo-tech. I really just want to know why her? She FAILED the keystones, she couldn't take the keystone i took as an 8th grader that she took as a Freshman. Why would you chose the girl that goes to vo-tech because she can't take the regular classes, the honors classes. When you had me, I'm in Honors English, a year ahead of my science class and Algebra 2. What did i do so wrong?
