I know it sounds terrible but I really just want to hurt you like you hurt me. I want you to lay in bed crying because you feel worthless. I want you to feel like a whore because I finally got what I want and then left. I want the power to hurt you. I want to be able to live someone else. The only feeling you left me for myself was hatred. I hate myself so much. I feel like a whore and a slut and I wish I could take everything we did together back. But yet, if you told me you wanted me back and that you screwed up I'd have a really hard time telling you no. I don't think I could do it. You are slowing killing me and I just need a fresh start...
