CG: ROSE, ARE YOU THERE? DID YOU LEAVE?
CG: FUCK, I NEED TO TELL YOU SOMETHING.
-- tentacleTherapist [TT] ceased pestering carcinoGeneticist [CG] --
“FUCK!!!” I screamed at the monitor. I didn't know why I still typed a long message even though she already left.
CG: LALONDE YOU FUCKING HUMAN, WHY THE FUCK DID YOU FUCKING LEAVE I WAS GONNA TELL YOU ABOUT YOUR GODDAMN MATESPRIT! YOU FUCKING WORTHLESS SEER YOU TOLD ME YOU WANTED TO KNOW HOW SHE WAS, THEN YOU FUCKING LEAVE ONCE I TOLD YOU SHE'S GODDAMN DEAD. I DO HOPE YOU'RE BEING CHARMINGLY FUCKING FUNNY AGAIN BECAUSE I'M LAUGHING UP A FUCKING A STORM. I'M SHAKING WITH LAUGHTER BECAUSE KANAYA LET HERSELF GET KILLED BECAUSE OF YOU. BECAUSE SHE COULDN'T FUCKING LIVE WITHOUT YOU. THAT'S PROBABLY WHAT SHE FUCKING DID EVEN THOUGH SHE DIDN'T FUCKING TELL ME.
I stopped typing.
Maybe I shouldn't be mad at Rose just because she left because, fuck, I bet I'd be desperate to escape pain too, if someone I cared about had died. I wouldn't want them to tell me she died, because I wouldn't want it to sink in.
I sent a message to one of her friends instead.
-- carcinoGeneticist [CG] started trolling gardenGnostic [GG] --
CG: JADE, ARE YOU THERE? YOU KNOW WHAT, I DON'T CARE IF YOU ARE. AS SOON AS YOU READ THIS I WANT YOU TO GODDAMN CALL LALONDE BECAUSE SHE KNOWS NOW THAT KANAYA'S DEAD BECAUSE OF ME. OKAY, THAT'S FUCKING IT. I WOULDN'T WANT YOU TO READ A FUCKING NOVEL OF MY MESSAGE SO I'M NOT GONNA MAKE IT THAT GODDAMN LONG.
GG: hi karkat! :D long time no chat! i miss you, you big galoot! oh, and sure, i'll call rose to see if she's okay. wow, I almost forgot that kanaya died...
CG: YOU FORGOT SHE FUCKING DIED???
GG: what? no no no! i meant it just slipped my mind.
CG: WHY. IT'S NOT LIKE YOU TO LET SOMETHING LIKE THAT SLIP. IS SOMETHING WRONG?
GG: um... no. it's actually something right, i guess.
CG: AH. IS IT BECAUSE YOU AND DAVE “DID” “IT”? I'M NOT SURE WHICH WORD TO PUNCTUATE MORE.
GG: !!! who told you that!
CG: DAVE TOLD ME. I FORGOT HOW HUMAN DAYS WORK BUT I'M GUESSING AROUND TWO WEEKS AGO.
GG: what did he say about it? ...was it okay? ...was i um, good? i hope you know this is making me blush like a nincompoop tomato.
CG: HE SAID– NO WAIT, WHY SHOULD I TELL YOU? YOU ARE A FEMALE HUMAN. WHAT DAVE SAID IS STRICTLY FOR GUY STUFF.
GG: you're a troll. :?
CG: BUT I'M A GUY TROLL. STOP ASKING QUESTIONS. I'M NOT GOING TO TELL.
GG: oh, come on. ; 3 ; please? just a little?
CG: FINE. BUT YOU'RE GOING TO STOP PESTERING ME ABOUT IT. HE SAID IT WAS RATHER NICE AND THAT YOU LOOKED VERY PRETTY DURING THE ACTIVITY AND WHEN YOU WERE SLEEPING THAT NIGHT.
GG: …
CG: DON'T BE ASHAMED. YOU GUYS NEED TO MAKE OTHER HUMANS, RIGHT? IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE FUCKING NORMAL.
GG: would you stop saying the word “fucking” for a while?
CG: FINE. JUST FOR TODAY. SO WHY DID YOU DO IT?
GG: ugh. it was three weeks ago. we were just... a little cold that night.. okay?
CG: I SEE.
GG: so what have you been up to lately?
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Thinking Of You
FanfictionIt's been years since Rose Lalonde has seen her matesprit Kanaya Maryam. The game has ended, and they won. Unfortunately, they had to part ways after it. It's a Sadstuck written in Rose, Kanaya, Jade, Karkat, Dave, and John's point of view on what h...
