High School Diary

Chapter 18

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Now there is only one week left , i can't believe there is only one week and I'll never see him again , but i have had a really great time with him , we've done a lots of things , we go on a date three times in a week we kept kissing , hugging and even crying but it was a really really great time and till now we don't have any problems .

And the day that we told our friends they were happy for us and they told us that we look cute together and we were the high school couples and every body says that we'll be together in the future but it wasn't true we'll separate soon and it's just because long distance relationship doesn't works and i think that's true ,

but again i love him and i can't forget him I'll miss him as hell , he cleared my thought

" hey baby are you even listening to me ?" Said Ethan

" oh sorry baby , what was you saying?" I said

" i said let's go out to somewhere ?"

" where ?"

" cinema maybe ?"

" oh sorry I'm tired and i can't-" i said and he cut me as always

" oh don't say anything there is only one week left and we're going out understood ?" Ethan said , it was more like asking ,

when he says I'll leave soon i feel like i can't breath or hold my tears , uh if only you know what effect you have on me Ethan

" Ethan baby I'm very tired and i have exam tomorrow , MATH exam " i said and said the MATH slowly , he giggled

" then i want to clear your thought , to study well okay ?" He said

" how ?" I asked

" you know what you have a problem with answering questions " he said giggling more than he was , i gave him a look of what-do-you-mean?

" you're answering questions by asking another one " he said , now i know what he means

" okay clear my thought " i said

He came closer and pushed me to the wall carefully and grabbed the back of my neck with a hand and with the other hand he grabbed my waist , then we kissed each other with full of love , he entered my mouth with his tongue and i let him do what he wants , he then súcked my lips , i súcked his lips too , it feels so good when someone do this for you, I moaned and he move his lips to my neck , i moaned louder

Knock knock

" honey what's going on there is every thing is alright ?" It was my mom ,
thanks god i locked the room door or we were dead now

" answer her " said Ethan still kissing me

" yeah ... Yes mom .... " i said , he didn't stop teasing me but i love it when he did that

" okay honey study will , me and you dad are going out and we'll return late at night , so don't wait for us and eat dinner with Ethan and - " i cut her

" okay mom , go and have fun " i said

" okay , honey bye see you later " she said

I can't answer her anymore , Ethan sends a hot electric shaver into my body , and i just keep moaning , he pulled me to the bed and we both lied there ,

" are you ready ?" He asked

" Ethan please it's too early for me to do that " i said

" then what is the right time for us to do it ? It's not my first time asking you , it's not my fault that i want to make you mine " he said angrily

I think now you know what is he talking about and if you don't then he's talking about having sèx with me , but I'm not ready yet , and it's too hard for me

" Ethan baby , it's too hard for me , you know I-I'm still virgin " i said , yes I'm still virgin and I'm proud

" okay i understand but i want to make you mine and give you the pleasure that you deserve " he said looking into my eyes

" i know , but I'm nervous "

" you don't need to be nervous , we'll both have pleasure and it'll be fun " he said calmly

" I-I-i can't " I said

" why?"

" I told you I'm still virgin "

" and i want to make you mine "

" if you took my virginity it doesn't mean that I'm yours , you have my heart doesn't that-"

" i know but -"

" no buts , you just want my body right ?" How can i say something like that oh no

He looked at me before i say sorry he talked
" no , you know what , i don't need to explain myself , if you think that i need your body .... You're wrong baby , cuz if it was about needing body there are millions of girls who wants me to fúck them and they'll be proud , cuz ETHAN FROST fúcked them and i can fúck any girl ,every day and every time i want to " he said said angrily

Oh my god did he just said that okay I'll answer him

" then go and fúck the slùt that you want and I DONT CARE " I replied angrily

" then okay , this is the end of us " he said

" what are you talking about 'this is the end of us' ?" I asked

" i didn't fúcked a girl since i know you , i stopped smoking , i stopped drinking , girl i was called to be the bad boy and the play boy and when someone heard that I'm around they will hide themselves and when they see me they will kiss my shoes " he said

He was a play boy!!! bad boy!!! Shortly he was an àsshole and jèrk

"'I acted like stopped all thous things just to make you like me and fall for me when i was in London me and my friends were playing a game and i showed them your photo and they told me that i can't make you fall for me or have sèx with you " he said with a smirk

"but guess what ? .... You are crazy in love with me " he said and laughed the evil one

I went close to him and slapped him on his face , his face tuned with the slap i was proud when i slapped him , but my heart was crushing into thousand pieces when he said that it was like a heart attack , how could he !!, how could he do something like that to me ?

I loved him with all my heart and he was doing all this just to win a game ? But he didn't won it cuz I'm still virgin , he was still laughing and i laughed with him , he stopped and looked at me , i stopped and smirked after that

" are you laughing at yourself because you were just a game for me ?" He smirked

" no , I'm laughing at you honey " i said

" you didn't make me all yours , it was just my heart and i can handle it but poor you " i said shaking my head and laugh

" what are you talking about ?" Ethan said and he was shocked i can tell

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*grown* i don't want to make her cry or break her heart cuz i know how does it feels when someone special break your heart into million pisces 😓

But what can we do not all first loves are real love 😔 but remember we have second chance yayyy so don't lose this chance and use it carefully😌

And don't think about him/her cuz he/she doesn't deserve your love 😁

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