High School Diary

Chapter 20

Alexandra's POV :

" tell me " Jason said

I know it's not the right time to tell him but i love him , i don't know if i love him in friends way or...... , anyways i want him to know my story and everything because I don't want him to hurt me like the people that i loved do , I'm tired I'm really really tired of being hurt

" let's sit somewhere bcz it's too long " i said " okay when i was 17 it means two years earlier ....."

After an hour or less

" and this is my fucking life story " i said after telling Jason

I can say that he wasn't looking at me with sorry or what-a-poor-girl eyes , and i like this new thing in him

" you know " he said suddenly

I looked up at him and i was wiping my tears " what?" I said

" you're a really very strong girl " he now meet my eyes

I told him about Ethan , my step father , what my mother done to me and everything about my family and my life , before i told him it was like the world were on my shoulders but now I'm not afraid or anything

" yeah i guess " i said and smiled

" do you miss your father ?" He asked

I don't blame him cuz he thinks my father was a bitch like that women that people call it mother but mine was a bitch

" of course he was the only one who loved me the most and take care of me like a little princess , he was my BFF not just my father , we were a family full of love and we took care of each other , I miss those moments , I miss mom and dad and my little brother " i can't hold my tears anymore i just can't

" I'm really sorry about your father and why don't you told me that you have a brother but i don't like your mother because she's careless " Jason said

" yeah thanks and i don't like her too" I chuckled at the last part

" now how you feel ..... i mean Ethan?" He asked

" a broken heart can always be put back together but you can say I'm scared " i said

" why ?"

" i don't know "

" you know so tell me "

" i said i don't know " i rolled my eyes at him

" Alexandra Tell Me " he said with a powerful voice but not yelling

" okay I'm scared of love ?" I said okay it was more like asking

" why scared of love ?"

" Jason please " i said and walk to my room , he grabbed my hand and said

" you're scared of love cuz you think the one you love will hurt you like Ethan did but Alex not all boys are players i know how it feels when someone brake your heart " he said and he was very sad

When i see him like that my chest oh my god it's like a heavy think is on my chest , I come close to him and grabbed his cheek

" did someone hurt you?" I asked

" who doesn't fall in love and doesn't get hurt " he said with a fake chuckle but his eyes were full of hurt and sadness

" I'm sorry Jason " he looked at me and smiled

Our eyes were locked and he came close to me , our lips were a few inches away , his eyes were sparkling " you know i love you so much " he said and he was looking deep in to my eyes , I don't know i was about to cry cuz I was so happy

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Ik ik its too short and i updated too late but heyy it's better than nothing i think there's only one or two chapters left and I'll end this story

Hope u like it 😘❤️