dan_howell: im having an existential crisis
amazingphil: bb whats wrong
dan_howell: my exams for uni are tomorrow nd im not reADY. WHY DO I HAVE TO GO TO COLLEGE, THERE IS NO POINT WE'RE ALL GONNA DIE
amazingphil: no, chill out baby. breathe, talk to me, everything will be okay i promise. my friends voice coach taught me this thing to release tention, breath in for 4 seconds, hold your breath for 4 seconds, exhale for 4 seconds, hold your empty breath for 4 seconds and repeat as many times as you can. ((seriously my voice coach taught me this !!! its important, do this if youre having an anxiety attack, existential crisis-es, etc. (; ))
amazingphil: dan
amazingphil: you okay?
amazingphil: please respond, i left dinner w/ my family because i was worried, i know its stupid but i care about you, a lot, and i need you to be safe
amazingphil: dan, please, be strong for me
amazingphil: i wish i was there so you dont have to be strong
dan_howell: im back
amazingphil : are you ok now
dan_howell: yeah the breathing thing helped me, i cant thank u enough i was starting to get an anxiety attack as well
amazingphil: im glad youre feeling better
dan_howell: why did u leave dinner for me
dan_howell: im literally insignificant
amazingphil: dont you dare say that. you are so important to everyone around you. i told you i care about you a lot even though we've known each other for a week and a half. youre so important to me.
dan_howell: im starting to cry.. im 18 yrs old, and you are my first best friend, if u consider me yours as well, thank you so much..
amazingphil: i will always, always, be your friend, no matter what.
an: ty for 200 reads and 50 votes, you guys are wonderful, this has made me happy bc ive been sad bc of recent things, lmk if you wanna know bc ill tell you.
stay wonderful bbygs and bbybs
