Not Your Average Nerd

The secrets just pile up

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Let's just say, I need to start expecting the unexpected. Because Kendall knowing about my past, was totally unexpected. And for him to use it agaisnt me for... That... Made me an even worse person.

I wake up to a different ceiling. A different smell. A different room completely.

A different bed.

And I stare up at the brown ceiling for half an hour, thinking about how I ended up like this. How I let it go this far. How I... Did that. It's not new to me. But the fact that he manipulated me into it makes me feel horrible. Vulnerable.

Weak.

"Why are you acting so weird about it?" I sigh as Kendall wraps an arm around my bare waist, resting his cheek agaisnt my shoulder and kissing my neck. I close my eyes and shake my head.

"Because you tricked me."

"So? You used to do this to guys all the time." I bit down on my teeth. "It's different. They wanted to do it. Besides, how the hell do you know all that shit?"

He laughs and nips my skin, making me jump. "I've got a friend that went to the same school as you. Telling me all your dirty little secrets. It was just a matter of time before I figured out what to do with all the information."

I turned my back to him, resting on my side. "Your never going to be happy." He scoffs and I hear him slide out of bed. "Your one to be talking."

"I had stopped sleeping around until last night. You fucking manipulated me!" I feel him grip my chin and spin me around to look at him. He doesn't have a shirt on, showing off his abs. But he thankfully has underwear on. He furrows his eyebrows, getting frustrated.

"Don't act like I'm the bad guy here. Aiden won't ever talk to you again if he finds out your past or what you did last night." I jump up. "That's your fa-" he closed the distance off between us and kisses my lips hard, making me want to gag. I just sighed and let him. He'll get mad if I don't.

He soon pulls away and keeps my chin in his hands. He glances down at my bare, pale breasts and smirks. "You should probably take a shower. I'll drop you off at your house." He stands and walks towards his closet, his hair looking like someone took a rake through it.

I sigh and look out of the little crack in the window curtains, only a small ray of the moonlight hitting my right eye.

I hate this. I'm just getting more secrets. And the secrets just pile up.

I feel lips on my shoulder and bite down on my teeth, angry. He massages my thigh with his hands. "Oh and Aaron?" He digs his fingernails into my leg, causing me to jump and turn to him. His face is back to that blank stare. That evil face. He narrows his eyes, warningly.

"If you tell anyone... I mean... Anyone. Even your brother... Even Aiden.... I will tell everyone. And I won't hesitate." I push his hand off. "I got it, asshole."