Holding On & Letting Go

4. It's What You Do To Me

"Let's get you ready" Ana scooped her one week old son up in her arms as she placed him carefully on his changing table. She had his outfit laid out neatly on the bed "Today you go see daddy. Mommy isn't going to stick around today but knowing Kate and Elliot they will beg me. I just wish this was all so easy. Teddy I wish you could understand that I am doing this because I feel it's the right decision, I hope you don't resent me later for it" she changed his diaper talking away as he moved his head to the sound of her voice. He yawned and she couldn't help but stop to watch him smiling. She dressed him in a check shirt, t-shirt and jeans to match. "There we go all done. Now you be a good boy and have a nap while mommy gets your things ready for today" she went back to the living room placing him in the moses basket and fetched the new diaper bag. She packed it with a few diapers, extra clothing, his baby blanket and several bottles of breast milk, she decided to introduce him to bottles to help him get used to it when he would be staying with Christian. She had just zipped up the bag and held Teddy's jacket in her hand when she heard the ping for the email on her blackberry "Christian" she groaned and rolled her eyes as she picked it up

From: Christian Grey

Subject: Let Me Do This

Date: 13th July 2012 13:00

To:Anastasia Grey

As much as you don't want to see me today, let Taylor pick both of you up, it will ease my mind.

Christian Grey

Anxious CEO, Grey Enterprise Holdings Inc.

"Christian what are you playing at?" she eyed the email when a knock at the door startled her. She held her blackberry close to hand and she smiled when she seen Taylor holding a blue bag with a bear on it "Peace offering Mrs Grey?" his eyes twinkled with amusement. She stepped aside to let him in "Taylor" she groaned when he used her marriage name

"Sorry Mrs Gr- I mean Ana. I know you might be sick of me but Mrs Jones and I picked these out for you. She can't wait to see the little fella. Also Mr Grey is very persistent about your safety and the little fella's safety too, so I will be your driver for today" he grinned at Ana. She rolled her eyes and sighed. She was about to retort when a little cry startled her, Taylor looked over her shoulder to see Teddy fussing in the moses basket, Ana caught him looking and smiled "Well Taylor how long has it been since you held an infant ?"

"Too long, do you mind?" he asked, Ana shook her head as he went to pick the baby up. He seemed happy, light hearted and not the usual Taylor. Ana was confused. Maybe Christian lightened up with his staff, well maybe just with Taylor and Mrs Jones, I wouldn't go that far she thought to herself when Teddy began to calm down as Taylor rocked him "Ana I don't want to be out of line in saying this but he really is Mr Grey's double"

"Taylor it's fine, he is his double everyone can see it and Mr Grey isn't around to scold you for it either" she playfully retorted. "Taylor could you hold him while I grab the diaper bag and a jacket for him ?"

"That's no problem" he said as Teddy fell back asleep in his arms. Ana rushed around the apartment locking the place up, she went to grab the car seat when Taylor stopped her "Already got one fitted securely in the car" he handed Teddy to her and she slipped his jacket on while Taylor took the bags to the car. She remembered her blackberry on the counter and grabbed that slipping it into her handbag as she left the apartment and locking the door behind her.

Taylor was waiting for her by the car door open on the side that she could easily get Teddy strapped in safely. "There we go" pulled the baby blanket out of the diaper bag and covered him up before getting in the other side of the car. She settled in and Taylor explained he was given orders to play something soothing for Teddy. Ana rolled her eyes but said nothing she sat back and pulled out her blackberry