musical mayhem

"Trust me."

he held me close, he stroked my back
he comforted me 'round the clock
he violated me with his hands and his words
it lays in my chest like a rock

i trusted him when i shouldn't have
i was warned by his friends to be cautious
it happened to so many other girls
the thought of his laugh makes me nauseous

☆

i hate him still, a year later
but the paranoia is still greater