musical mayhem

im a horrible fucking person.

i hate myself more than you know.
it hurts me that you love me so.
you see me in reds and pinks
but i only love you after a few drinks.

give me a shot of vodka, straight
give me five more, and then we wait
until it goes right to my brain
and i will kiss you in the rain.

give me your heart and your skin and your hips
but only if liquor has touched my lips.
we can't be a Me & You
if i have to drink to love you too.