Dancing In The Stars / Joe Sugg Fanfiction

I'm in love.

Liberty's POV

This isn't happening. Everything turns cold. I want to scream. I want to cry, I want to run away. The doctor continues to flip through papers.

" I'm going to put you on anti depressants. Take them every six hours" He says to me, " And, you are able to leave this hospital tomorrow if everything goes right" He says giving me a smile. I nod my head. I look over to Joe. I see nothing in his face, not emotions. He was staring into blank space. My eyes water up slightly.

" It was nice seeing you, . Im happy your feeling better" He says while shutting the door. The door clicks shut. I look back over to Joe. This time, he was staring directly at me, with his memorizing green eyes.. His eyes were watering. He looks down immediately. A tear of his splashes onto the tiled floor. He lets go of my hand and covers his eyes with his. He lets out a long sigh.

" You don't deserve this," He says quietly through tears, " You don't deserve this at all! You don't deserve any of this shit you're going through! First it was your parents, then it was the video, then your sister and now this! You don't deserve it! You don't!"

A wave of sadness pours over me. I extend my hand and grab the one he was holding in front of his face. He looks up at me.  His cheeks were stained from tears. A single tear falls from his eye. He blinks hardly. I stand up quickly, which led me to become dizzy. But  I couldn't care less. Joe means more to me than anything. I grab his hand and stand him up. I wrap my arms around his neck and pull him into a hug. He wraps his arms around my waist tightly. He lays his head in the crook of my neck. He cries softly. I stroke the back of his head. I rock him back and forth, shifting the weight on both of my feet.

" Its okay, its okay" I repeat slowly.

"But its not. Your not okay! when you're not okay, im not okay!" he whisper shouts. I don't answer. I continue to rock him back and forth. I never saw Joe like this. I don't think anyone has. It breaks my heart. He sobs louder. His whole body starts to shake.

" Joe, please calm down" I whisper to him. I stroke his back. The hug lasted for 20 minutes, at the least. Joe then looks up at me.

" I'm sorry" he says. His head darts down to his feet. I tilt his chin up with my finger.

" You don't need to be sorry, you don't need to be sorry for anything. Remember when I broke down infront of you several times? Well its no difference with you" I say while leaning into his chest breathing in his aftershave. He then grabs my hand a pulls me over to a chair .He sits down and pulls me down with him. We sit in a peaceful silence for a few minutes.

" Joe?"

" Yes?" He mutters softly

" can I borrow a pair of clothes? I want to get out of this hospital gown." He smiles and nods in response. He lifts me up out of the seat and rummages through his bag. He throws a black sweatshirt and a pair of grey sweat me.

" I love it when you wear my clothes anyway" He smirks. I giggle a bit.

" I'm going to take a shower" I say while carrying his clothes to the bathroom. I close and lock the door behind me. I turn on the shower and get undressed. After the shower warms up, I step in. The hot water relaxes my muscles. I squirt some vanilla scented shampoo into my knotted hair. Then I put in conditioner and wash my body. After about 20 minutes of just standing in the shower, just thinking, I step out. I towel try my hair and put it into a messy bun on the top of my head. I throw on Joes clothes. They smell exactly like him. I smile in response. I open the door of the bathroom. I close the door and look around the room. Joe wasn't there. within seconds, Joe walks in with a bag full of food. He looks up at me, smiling.

" I thought I would get a few things instead of us eating crappy hospital food." He says. He plops down on he bed next to me and unpacks the food. He bought a bunch of chocolates and sweets. He also bought curly fries and chicken ( my favorite).

" You didn't have to do all of this" I say

" but I wanted to"

I smile. He then opens all the food. We both chow down. I haven had food like this in weeks! We have small talk while eating. I then pick up a fry. I poke it at his dimple.

" Hey!" he says giggly. He grabs the fry and shows it in his mouth. He opens his mouth and shows me all the food inside of it.

" Ewe you're disgusting" I laugh while rolling away from him. He laughs  harder and pulls me closer to him. His smile shines. HIs smile then fades into a serious look.

"Liberty?

" yea?"

He stays silent for a few minutes.

" I'm in love with you, Liberty. I cant hide it anymore" He says while looking deeply into my eyes. A blush spreads across his cheeks.  He grabs my hand and intertwines it with his.

" I'm in love with you, Joe" I whisper. He then inches closer to my face.

" Then, be mine"