I wake up in the same old bed, the same old white walls. My body feels numb and dull. Joe was laying in the chair next to me, resting his head on his hand. He looked so dark and sad.
Thats one thing we have in common.
I fumble with my breathing tubes, wishing I didn't have to wear these pathetic things.
I wish Caspar was here ,
I wish Zoe was here,
I wish my parents were here,
I wish savannah was here.
I sigh and pull the covers up to my chin. The only light in my life right now is Joe. Without him, god, I don't know where I would be.
Probably dead.
I hear a groan come from the other side of me. Joes eyes fluttered open and scanned his eyes over to me.
"Good morning" he mumbles, rubbing his bloodshot eyes.
"Hi" is all I could manage to say. I get up, rolling my oxygen tank into the bathroom. I look at my body in the mirror.
Ew.
My hair was a tangled mess. My eyes were extremely bloodshot. I had no makeup on, showing my ugly face.
Why is my life so terrible. Why cant I be pretty? Why cant I be healthy. Why can I be normal.
I hear Joe get up quickly from his chair. He stands in the doorframe in the bathroom.
"Stop" he says, "I know exactly what you're doing"
He picks up my frail body bridal style and my oxygen tank and brought me back to my bed. He sits next to me.
"Stop thinking you're ugly. You're not ugly, not even the tiniest bit. You're the most beautiful woman I've ever seen in my life. You're so perfect. I love you for you"
His eyes search my face. I didn't know what to say, how to react. Nobody ever said that about me ever.
"Thats the nicest thing anybody ever said about me" I say, speechless.
A small smile forms on both of our lips.
Oh, what this boy does to me.
He pulls me in for a hug. He snuggles his head into my shoulder. He plays with the hem of my sweatshirt.
How can he always make me happy?
This boy is a miracle,
And im lucky enough to have him in my life
"I love you for you"A/N PLEASE READ!!
Hey frens! I updated be proud. Sorry its so short and it sucks lol, i don't know what to write.
Im thinking about re doing the first couple of chapters in my fanfic. I think they are really terrible, what do you guys think I should do?
Anyway, thank you for reading! Love you all!Also, thanks for 1.23 k reads thats pretty rad
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