Euphoria

Bad decisions(6)

Okay, fuck it,
It was Dominick, David, Brayden
All of them did the same to you
Marquis and Sean and Bryan
All of them had they way with you
Ever so often you get lost and miss out on everything
Shout-out to Krissy
That’s my bitch ’cause she tells me everything
And I was not the only one
I was not the only one to you…
So I was the only lonely one…

Really, we had the perfect end…
That night we shared at the Comfort Inn…
We made love like the world would have ended…
If either of us had admitted..
We were in love…
But I was the only one…

Ari
Me and Zorea were in Starbucks discussing the events that had happened with Taylor
I hadn’t seen her the rest of the week because I had no lessons this week so we didn’t catch up.
“so you’re telling me this fool of a life gripped you and was shouting in your face, with all due respect he has no reason to be angry”
“That’s what I’m saying, I’m not saying the feelings aren’t there but that doesn’t mean I want to rekindle love that had more tragedies than Romeo and Juliet, shit. They’re still together only it’s just that they died.”
even in serious situations this girl could make me laugh
“zor, don’t kill me but forget about him you can do so much more better for instance there that ....boy you met and there’s Tafari”
“oh my gosh why would you bring up his name errrr nasty that is like fucking with a toad I feel physically sick”
I rolled my eyes to the sky when she spoke about Tafari she could go on for hours they both did it.
“but Jamar is a very sweet person if I do say myself, but for the time being I want to concentrate on other stuff for example my bloody coursework” I nodded in agreement
“yeah I get you, but don’t hold on to long, because what you think might be bad for you could probably be the best thing that’s ever happened to you” she rolled her eyes at me
“Quit with all these Tumblr speeches you ain’t fooling nobody”
“gosh you always have to have a comeback don’t you”
“hell yeah fucking right!”
I had to laugh at her use of drake
“well I got to get off now go home do my coursework and I promised Jamar I’d call him”
I gasped as a joke
“you are leaving me for a man! So much for chicks before dicks”
She kissed her teeth and I laughed knowing full well she would get annoyed
“I’m kidding with you have fun with Jamar and I would really like to meet him.”
“yeah soon we can all have lunch together of course at the best place ever ... Nandos
she said grinning
“yeah why not maybe sometime in the month but you should get going home now before you and Omar start bickering and tell me what happened when you and lover boy spoke.”
I winked
“get a head of yourself Ari she laughed “see you tomorrow bye.”
Bye.
To hell with coursework she didn’t give flying monkeys just an excuse I started to giggle knowing what was really up.

Zorea
as soon as I got home my phone started to ring again I pounced on it like a lion ready to attack its meal without even looking at the caller l.D I picked it up
“Hello Jamar” I said with an enormous grin he was really such a sweet, down to earth and laid back guy. From the only time I meant him he was really a rich brown skin, from the time I saw his mother he had the same illuminated brown eyes as her which suited his face very perfectly, don’t tell me about his wonderful pearly teeth it was as if Poseidon cleared his teeth with his plump luscious lips, tall strong physique amazing personality he really was a Hercules wasn’t he.
Expecting to hear Jamar but my grin lopsided when I heard the person on the other end of the call; it was Taylor.

“Bye Taylor”

“Wait, Zorea let me apologise at least” I rolled my eyes and sighed exasperatedly

“I’m sorry for what I did to you a couple days ago had no excuse to get angry you were right I don’t own you and you have changed” I closed my eyes wishing these feelings could burn, they never did.