Me The Sequel

Te amo

^Thats Latin for ya uneducated bums ;)
Jk <3 

I can tell y'all what it means if you wanna know. ~^_^~

The picture on the side is adorable!

I just had to share it for the pure cuteness of it.

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Today instead of story time (yeah, I know. No torturous stories! Hurray!) I'm going to rant about this thing that bothers me.
Why am I doing this?

Because I do what I want and I'm fabulous (solid facts, children)

There's this problem I have with my daddy...

And it hurts me to even think about it. He works hard to support my sorry ass and I am his little mistake.

By mistake I mean that I was never supposed to be born. My parents made a boo boo and bam there I was, black hair, and eyes that stared into your soul (accurate description of me as a baby{I asked my mommy so I now know}).

I swear to god every time I look at my parents I can't help but feel like I'm such a disappointment and fucking disgrace to their families.

I can't do anything right. I make my own mistakes, a lot. I'm really really flawed. But they still put up with my horridness.

I hate when my dad looks at me and says something that I don't know the answer to. I know I can't expect to know all the answers. But I want to know at least know one.

All I want to do is make him feel like I'm going to go somewhere, that I can do amazing things... But how can I when my head is always off in the clouds? HOW CAN I? How...

I need to stop hating my dad. I know he didn't have much time for me when I was a child, but he was there when I needed direction... When I needed a straightening... He kept me on my feet and out of the dark... He protected me from monsters when I was little(my hero<3) 

He's a good man underneath all his flaws. I need to be nicer to him instead of becoming this angry ball of hate every-time I see him.  It's ridiculous how much I used to despise him.

He's human I need to let go of all this pent up anger over him and move forward. I'm only human too.
Being human means making stupid mistakes and learning from them.

So I guess I'll learn from this decision. Hopefully for the better.
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Welcome back to wonderland!

We're all mad here

Alice: How long is forever?

White rabbit: Sometimes, just one second.

>~> The white rabbit has got some knowledge man.

Sorry about my rant... It died XD

It kinda got sadish, but I needed to get it out. I've kinda been holding it in my whole life... Whoops XD

I need to get dressed soon, but I'm lazy~

Ah well. I'll get something on soon XD

And down the rabbit hole we go...
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People who I want to read this:
All of y'all. But I can't tag you all because of my laziness.

-TOG
(That one girl)

Tea parties back on~