It was raining heavily, as I watch them kiss under the rain.. My heart breaks into a million pieces. I can't look away as if my feet were glued in this stupid ground. Standing from afar, letting the rain wash off the pain and jealousy that I'm feeling towards the guy who's kissing my girl—by the way.
My knees felt weak that I stumbled and fell off the ground, I sat back and watched the sky—it's getting gloomy. We usually hang out in this spot—how ironic, this huge tree where we usually sit happily, right now? It's more like of a drama scene in a movie I chuckled a bit. I had to look at her again they are now talking, dry and warm inside the shed. I looked up as I feel the rain started to wet my face, I closed my eyes and stood up I need to walk this heartbreak off.
"Uy! Dawn! San ka pupunta! Sumilong ka muna ang lakas ng ulan oh!" I heard someone called me. Ako lang ang tanging estudyanteng naglalakad sa gitna ng ulan. Nilingon ko yung taong tumawag sakin si April pala. Tumakbo nalang ako papuntang soccerfield.
"Hailey!!!!" May tumawag pa ulit sakin boses ng isang lalaki pero di ko na nilingon at tumakbo na ako papuntang Grandstand
I stopped running and sat at a bench.
"Damn!" Sigaw ko
"Why are you turning me into something I'm not!" I said to myself. My eyes felt warm—warm liquid.
I cried the pain out, it's almost 7pm kaya naman wala ng tao dito at ang lakas pa ng ulan sana sumabay narin sa ulan yung feelings ko para sakanya, mabuhos na sana lahat. Ang sakit kase.
I felt my pocket vibrated..
Maxine calling..
I ignored the call, ayoko syang makausap. I shut my phone off and went to the locker room to take a quick shower.
Nakatapat lang ako sa shower habang iniisip sya, ang memories namin para namang sinusuntok tong dibdib ko kahit ano kaseng gawin ko.. My heart still beats for her. Napangiti ako nung maalala ko yung una kameng nagkakilala ang cute nyang magalit non bigla namang nagflash yung pagpikit nya habang hinahalikan sya ng hampaslupang lalaki na yun!
"Stop! Hailey! Stop!" Sabe ko sa sarili ko saka pinatay ang shower at pumunta sa locker ko.
"Fck!" Wala akong extra shirt! Yung towel na lang ang kinuha ko saka ko nilagay sa ulo ko.
Yan kase mag inarte ka pa.. Ano ngayon?
Bwiset tong konsensya ko nasaktan na nga ako aasarin pako.. Haysh.
Naupo ako sa bench na nasa harap ng lockers.. Gumagabi na rin. I checked my watch at almost 9pm na.. Sandali! Ang tagal ko bang nakatayo sa shower? I grabbed my other dry towel inside my locker and threw the other one inside and walk my way out of the locker room.
I covered myself with the towel and continued walking. Malapit nako kung san ko iniwan ang babaeng itinitibok ng puso kasama ang lalaking mahal nya. Nakatungo lang ako wala kase akong gana at lakas wala naring mga students dahil nga late na. Natapat na ako sa waiting shed sobrang dilim at di gaanong malinaw ang paningin ko dahil di ko suot ang contacts ko.
Napalitan ng creepiness ang hurt feeling ko para kaseng may nakatitig sakin sa shed kaya binilisan ko ang paglalakad. Nang biglang may humawak sa kamay ko nung matapat nako sa shed. Hindi ko alam kung lilingunin ko ba dahil natatakot ako, but it's warm.. Kung multo ito dapat cold.. I turned to look at who's holding my pulse.
Those same hazel eyes I used to stare. Her questioning gaze filled me as if natunaw lahat ng galit ko sakanya sa simpleng titig at haplos nya. She moved closer to me and caress my face.
