Forget-Me-Nots (Neymar)

Chapter 157-158

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Why was I flipping out when it couldn't possibly be mine. I had been careful. It was probably from that douche she spent her vacation with. I wondered why she was revealing her pregnancy to me though. Maybe she needed help with something or she needed to talk to someone about it.

"When did you find out?" I asked.

"I went for my yearly check-up with my gynecologist. My periods were delayed and that's not something unusual, but she said it was better to do a blood test to make sure everything was alright. She told me she would call me once they results were in, which was yesterday. She...told me that I was pregnant," she said in-between the sobs.

"D-does he know?"

"Does who know?"

"The guy who got you pregnant?"

She stared at me and then she said, "Neymar, it's yours..." with a disappointed look on her face.

"Sorry, what?!" I choked out.

She grabbed a tissue pack from her purse and pulled out a tissue from it. She wiped her tears and her runny nose.

"H-how long?"

"Almost 2 months," she whispered.

Had it been that long already since I had slept with her while being drunk? Was it really mine? Could it be mine? I vaguely remembered pulling out so how in the world was this possible?

"I'm sorry Fleur but I have to ask again," I started, but she held up her hand to stop me.

"It's yours," she said without showing any emotion.

"B-but I pulled out," I mumbled in confusion.

"I'm surprised you even remember that night!" she snapped furiously.

I was dumbstruck by her suddenly reaction. She took a few deep breaths like she was trying to calm herself.

"Pulled out or not, my gynecologist told me that pre-cûm contains semen too. The chances of getting pregnant are minimal, but its still there. I never knew this until yesterday since I didn't had zero sexual experience, but you should have known this."

"Fück!" I growled frustrated and slammed my fist on the table, making her tea spill and the other customers look our way.

"What? Mind your own business!" I yelled at them and they looked away in shock.

Davi had been a mistake at the age of 19 and 4 years later I'm making that same damned mistake again?! I didn't regret having Davi, because I loved him to death. I wasn't ready for another child right now however.

-158-

[ Fleur's POV ]

"This can't be happening to me," he mumbled to himself.

It was crystal clear to me that he hadn't expected this and neither did I.

I felt devastated when I received the news from my gynecologist yesterday. The last thing I wanted was to get pregnant, especially from my ex who was in love with another woman. I had thought long and hard about it last night and came to the conclusion that he had the right to know about my pregnancy. It was his responsibility as much as it was mine since we had consensual sex. He had imagined having intercourse with his beloved Bruna and not me though and I was awfully aware of that fact. Nonetheless, I felt it was the right thing to do to inform him about this.

Now that I had told him and saw his reaction, it was clear to me that he didn't want another'mistake'. He was 19 when he impregnated Carol. Now he was 23 and in love with his ex who was his first true love so having a child with me was definitely not on his bucket list.

I glanced at Neymar. He sat there looking miserable with his face buried in his hands. I had anticipated that he would be shocked, but I never expected him to question me about who the father of the baby was. Not only did that hurt me, but it also made me face reality. He didn't want anything to do with me anymore. He would never want a child with me, because he was in love with Bruna.

I took a deep breath. I dreaded what I was about to say, but I saw no other option nor solution for the both of us at that very moment.

"I'm not keeping it," the words left my mouth before I wanted to say them out loud.

"What?" he asked as he glanced up at my face.

"I-I'm getting an abortion," I whispered with a trembling voice.

He looked confused for a split second and then relief washed over his face.

[ Neymar's POV ]

"I have to get it done by the end of the week or it won't be allowed anymore," she mumbled like she was talking to herself.

I didn't know what to think about all of this since I was still trying to digest that she was pregnant, pregnant from me. She stood up silently and grabbed her handbag off the floor.

"Are you leaving?"

She nodded faintly.

"Shouldn't we talk about this?"

"You are not ready to have another child and I'm not ready to bring a child into this world when its not wanted," she said with a cold face.

She was right about that. I was in a relationship with Bruna and having yet another child with a woman I didn't love, would only cause me and my loved ones more misery. I had gone through all that with Carol already. I didn't want to go through it again.

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Hello babies!

A heavy chapter, I know :( And there is more sad news...

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