The Consequences Of Love

Chapter Two

AUTHORS NOTE: i hope you guys like this?! I know Johns pov was small but it will get bigger over time!!! I hope you like this chapter. Leave your feedback and comments ~ Enjoy Little darlings ~

John's P.O.V.

I make my away out of the room and to phone to call Cyn. I dial the number and wait for her to pick up. When she does I ask her how she is.

"Oh, I'm fine. Though, I miss you. How are things with the boys?" she asked.

"The boys? Oh, everything if fine. Paul is acting a bit strange, but he's just nervous. I don't blame him, we all are." I answer.

"Oh. Well, get some sleep. Love you."

"Love you too.."

I hang up the phone and sigh. I walk back to the room I was in before to see that Paul has disappeared...leaving the mess. I sigh once more and go to pick it up and throw it away.

"Wanker." I say under my breath and then smile as I walk to the trash can. "Perfectly beautiful wanker."

I loved Paul more than I should. But if he, or any other of the Beatles, found out I'd be kicked out of the band and Paul would abandon our friendship. But I wont let that happen.

I refuse it, like I refuse to be a queer.

And Cynthia...how would she feel if she knew...? I didn't love her the same way as I did Paul, but she was like my best friend (beside Paul of course)

I turn and head off to bed, but before I do I stop at Paul's door and crack it open and pop just my head in. He was asleep.

So peaceful.

"Night, love..." I say in a whisper that only I can hear and shut the door quietly.

He can never know.

Paul's P.O.V

It was the next day. My eyelids slowly peeled back as I awoke. I sat up in my bed and sighed. I stood up and walked to my door, opening it and heading to the kitchen.

It seemed the other boys were up already. I rubbed the sleep out of my eyes and coughed to get their attention.
John didn't look at me though. But George and Ringo did.

Why didn't he look at me?

A frown tried to find its way on my lips but I fought it with a big fake grin.

"Mornin', princess. Sleep well? " George grinned mockingly. I shoved the male and laughed.
"Mornin' you three. Have you made tea?"

"No. But you want some? We leave in about an hour. We have time for a cup." Ringo spoke up. I nodded,
"Yeah. You making it? " Ringo responded with a nod of his head. And stood- going to make our tea.

John finally glanced at me. I noticed a small smile lacing his thin lips.
I smiled back and flopped right beside him on the couch.

"Sleep good, Johnny? " I asked, my eyebrows raised in question.

"Yeah." He spoke in a plain tone. Which slightly made me frown. What was wrong with him today? Why did he sound so plain?..

"You'll alright? "
"Yeah, 'm alright. You? " He said and looked at me. Grinning.. But it looked force.
Why forced?

"I'm just fine. " I smiled back.

"Tea's ready, blokes. "

Me, John and George all stood. John slightly brushed his hand over my arm.
I blushed gently at the touch and bit my lip. I followed after him and went into the kitchen.
"Thanks, Rings."

Later on...

After tea we all showered and dressed ourselves nicely. When then all went too the studio together. We usually practiced there, because the little place we stayed in just wasn't big enough for us all!

We got into the studio and got settled. We practiced our songs, Love Me Do. And I Love Her. Twist and Shout and P. S. I Love You along with a bonus song She Loves You. After all those were the main songs we were singing. So practicing and working on them helped get it perfect. After a while, we all took a break.

George and Ringo had decided to go get food. Which I couldn't wait to get there. I was starving.

I decided to go into the bathroom. And wipe the sweat off my face. I sighed and raised my eyebrows. Before pausing when I heard the door open.
I turned around, confused and unsure, my eyebrows raised. I then relaxed. It was just John.

"You frightened me there, John. " I grinned. But he didn't do anything. He just stared at me, I stopped grinning and eyed him over. He was acting weird.. I didn't get it. What was up? Was he upset? Did something happen with him and Cyn? I wanted to ask him these questions. But I stayed quiet when he only grew closer. I swallowed hard.

He came closer.

I was unsure what to do. I stood there. Back pressed up against the sink. Scared and unsure of what I should say. How I should react.

Closer..

Soon, John was so close I could feel his warm breath roll over my rounded cheeks. Which sent a shiver down my spine. His eyes were focused on me, but not ME.. but my lips.

My lips?

Before I knew it his lips were pressed up on mine. His hands gently cupping my cheeks. My hands grabbed at his dress shirt. Balling it up in my fists.

Of course I kissed back.

After all, the man I loved so dearly was kissing me.

His lips were so tender, and firm. But a good kind of firm. They were softly pressing against my cherry ones.

I couldn't help but whine when he pulled away.

When I opened my eyes. John was backing up and then he left without a word.

I was so confused..
Why did he kiss me? What was going on? I needed answers.. Why did he do it..?

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tbc!!!!
I may post another chapter later. But as of now, here you go. Wonder what's gonna happen next.. hmm..!