Never Leave Me Alone

chappy7

As I was passing the railings of steps,after talking to Annia .,someone called me from behind

I found mom ,holding a old torn pouch in her hand

"Can I have a time with you dear?" She asked

I got startled with her question.
"Mom,you can talk whenever you need .I am always available. Don't need to ask my permission?" with that I hugged her

"OK dear ,I just ask you to distract you from  thoughts"

She took a seat in couch and patted her next , me to sit

After taking my seat ,I looked at her to continue but she remained silent .I don't know what gotten in her mind .Day by Day her condition is getting worse .

Yea,she is suffering from cancer after the chatter box marriage .Its her last wish to see her son's marriage before resting on soul.I may doubt Thalha will be forced in this marriage .
I found Chemotherapy is currently going on her .I heard there is a least chance for saving her life .Everyone is trying their best to save her .She is a sweet lady I overcame in my life after my own mom .she is soft in nature She never complain about her health .she has sabr like 'Behind every smiling face there is an untold story of sabr' .

Someone patted my shoulder
"Back to earth sweety" mom said with a smile

" how are you feeling now ,mom??
I heard doctor has changed your tablet"

"Alhamdulilah ,better my child"

I smiled at her .Then she continued " Be grateful,you're blessed.No matter how stressed you may be,you're still breathing.Don't dwell on all the negative thoughts"

I blinked at her few times before answering
"Mom,I never been in a thoughts" yea,I am in a negative thoughts on yesterday but not today 'I am fully prepared to be a detective ,now'

"Then ,where have you been in fairyland???"It would be nice if I am in a fairy land

"No, mom I was jus......." I didn't complete my word she cut me off

"You know shifra ,over thinking create a virus in your mind and causes you to focus on that which isn't your control,thus distancing you from your reliance on god and begins to suck the very essence of peace out of your life .The best antivirus is faith and selfish selflessness ,put your energy towards building your relationship with god and towards giving back to the community.

Okey!!!enough of your drama .Tell me what happens between you two"

I got startled by her word "No,mom therree is nothing happen between usss"

"It's a perfect lie, yours voice tell me"mom said in a terrible face

OMA!! What I am going to tell her now .please someone rescue me
.Out came my Chatter box and hugged her mom from back 

"Mom you need to rest by the time" she took her mom hand and they went towards her room.Chatter box glared at me at
her final step to room.I think Annia has over heard our conversation.
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Mom has got a angelic face ,with her milky white skin and with her brown hair .Due to the treatment of chemotherapy ,most of her hair has fallen .some remain yet,, she looks beautiful.she looks incredibly sweet with her smile but don't fool with her angelic face and smile .once I had the chance of meeting her, the very first time when they came to see me .She has killed me with a whole session of intimidating dozens of questions ,Firstly let me start