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Started: January 27, 2016
Finished: January 28, 2016

Here I am, under the rays of sun
People passing by me
As if they never even knew me
Chattering and Smiling
Laughing Out Loud

And what Am I doing?
Just sitting on the staircase
Silent and Still
Writing these words
That they'll never even hear

Heart beating slowly, loudly
Aching, literally aching
A sharp pain strikes me
And as if I was just stabbed
I feel weaker already

I stand up slowly, eyes closed
As if the world will fall apart for everyone
Once I'll quickly stand on my feet

Head is throbbing
Heart is clenching
As I open my eyes
No sunlight can be seen
Nor the beauty of blue in the sky

Rain is pouring above me
But I still see people
Armin arm, smiling
I'm here drenched in water
Soaking but not shivering

How can someone even shiver
From the cold rain
If you, yourself, is cold enough

A cold soul
That just had enough

Darkness
She loves the darkness
Darkness consumes me
All of me
Or maybe not all
Cause deep inside
She just wants to be understood
Is it really that hard to?

Well I'll leave you now
I might be a disturbance
Now go ahead and continue
Whatever you were doing

Don't mind this message
It's not like you'll ever even
Remember this passage

-Kimberly

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