Sex Love(Chris Brown Love Story)

5.

Meliah's Pov

I parked in his driveway, I started to see little bits of rain drops fall then within seconds the rain started to pour down.

I grabbed my purse and ran onto his porch.He opened the door with a smirk on his face.

"Took you long enough"I rolled my eyes walking in.

I took off my wet hoodie and put my purse on the table.He walked behind me,I noticed him wearing some gray sweats and a black tank top.

"Damn,I don't get a hug or nun?"

"Chris I'm just here to talk"He pointed to a chair in the dinning room for me to sit

"Ok,Talk about wat"He asked

"What happened last night"He sighed

"Meliah, we both know wtf we did and as much as u wanna take the shit back you can't,If you came here to make sure I don't tell anybody you didn't have to because I'm not that type of nigga"I looked down

"Look,I'm not the kind of guy you think I am,I don't fuck any and every girl then stop talking to them,I know people might think that because of my younger days and my songs but I'm not like that at all,I do admit I am a big ass flirt but that part of my personality when it comes to women thats about it"He said

"How do I know that, I mean you completely ignored the fact that I was engaged and even though it's more on me I felt like you knew what you wanted"

"I know but me and you had a connection, weather you want to admit it or not you wanted me more than I wanted you, I mean if you love this dude like you say then you wouldn't have even agreed to meet me,or kiss me,I wouldn't have been mad if you slapped my ass tbh"I kept quiet and shook my head

"Its not your fault,Your nigga supposed to make you feel like you don't need another dudes attention"

"Your right but we're engaged,And I love him with everything in me"I said more to myself looking down trying to keep my stupid as tears from being seen

"Just because your engaged doesn't mean you don't gotta be happy"He bent down in front of me and lifted my head up

"We can be friends like I can wait for you to make up your mind,I just don't wanna lose you at all "I smiled as he wiped my face

"That's sweet"The thunder roared making me jump a little

"I got you ma"He said laughing,I pushed him and stood up

"I have to use the bathroom"

"Right down that hall,last door on the left"I nodded and went to the bathroom

I threw some warm water on my face and took deep breaths looking at myself thinking about what the fuck I was gonna do.

I wanted to be with Chris  but I didn't want to just break it off with Trey,I mean what do I tell him?,I fucked Chris and now I wanna be with him?.I somewhat felt stupid for wanting to be with him because it was basically a one night thing and I still barely knew him.

After over thinking the situation I finally came up with my decision.....

"Meliah,you Ok?"Chris asked through the door

"Yea"I opened the door

"Good, are you hungry"He asked

"No,actually I have to go"I walked passed him and grabbed my hoddie and purse

"Wait,What's wrong,Did I do something wrong "He asked walking behind me

"No,I-I just have to go ok?"I stuttered walking away

"Wait,Mel fucking stop and talk to me"he said taking my hand,I turned around revealing the tears, I quickly tried to wipe them away

"I can't do this Chris,I'm engaged and I love him,I can't be just friends with you and I don't think I can work with you ok"He sighed rolling his eyes

"Just sleep on it,think about it, Just give it time,Don't make the decision while you all emotional"I shook my head no walking to my car

When I got home Trey was in the kitchen fixing a sandwich.I took off my soaked hoodie and put it in the kitchen chair along with my purse,He looked over at me and smiled.

"Bae,I been looking for you"He said kissing me

"Oh really, For what"I asked sitting my keys on the table and taking off my shoes

"My mom wanted to see the colors you had for the wedding"I sighed

"Oh,I'll call her later"I sat in the chair

"What's wrong"He asked rubbing my shoulders

"Just tired"He kissed my head

"Well I know this probably not the best time but.."He trailed off

"But what"I asked

"I have to go to Atlanta for a week or 2"I rolled my eyes

"Really, for what"

"The shoe store I'm trying to open,I have to meet with some investors"

"OK fine,when do you leave"

"Tomorrow night"I stood up

"Trey you're supposed to be helping me with the wedding planning, You said we was gonna start tomorrow"

"Baby I know but-"I walked off

"Its fine, Ain't like it can't wait"I said,I went to the room and layed down

Sometimes I do rethink about us getting married and tbh him leaving for a few weeks was making it worse, we never spend time together unless we at home and its starting to make me think about what Chris said,Maybe he was right..............