green.
it reminded me of
how green i felt
when i saw him
with her.
it was after
we had drifted apart
and i was just
a stray green row boat
without oars.
i had seen them
together
when i had gotten lost
down green luck road.
i found myself
in martha's nightclub
and the door was stained green.
and it scared me
because i knew that
when martha's door
was green,
only bad things
could happen.
i shrugged,
rolled my eyes
that had become
green,
opened the door.
the first thing i saw
when i looked at the green bar
was him.
with her.
and i felt green.
because that
should've been me
and my green eyes
dulled.
she didn't deserve
to be with him,
of course not.
i did.
but she just got green.
the lucky kind of green.
not my kind of green,
not my envious, jealous green.
she got his green,
his green flannel
that he lent me
only a few days
before.
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rainbow // lrh
Fanfiction"and i kept going back to the boy that reminded me of the rainbow" --- short little side story/poetry you may potentially want to read