Hurts doesn't it?

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Lucy POV

I sighed for the millionth time, Erza was meant to be meeting me so we could go on our 2 year anniversary date we had organised. It's not like her to be late, every date we've planned she always arrives on the dot or early, I glanced at my watch 7:30; she was meant to be half an hour ago. I looked at the ground and began to walk home, lately Erza has hardly been wanting to spend time with me; she's always been away on missions; hanging at the guild; running errands for Mira; breaking up Natsu and Gray from fighting. Even when we are alone all she does is read even when I have tried to start a conversation she blanks me. I got to my apartment and locked the door, I decided it'd be best if I went for a bath. I ran the water and waited for the tub to fill up, once it was full I tested it to make sure it wasn't too hot before undressing and climbing in. My keys were on the hook next to the door in case something were to happen, I sighed and a glow appeared. Leo appeared but before he could say anything I kicked him out
"Sorry Lucy...listen I just came from the guild and there's something that you should know" I got out and dressed in PJ's, I picked up my keys and left the bathroom
"Oh yeah, what is it?"
"It's about Erza" the door flew open "Loke don't you dare tell her!" Erza stood furious at the spirit "tell me what? I think I deserve a explanation for why you didn't turn up for our date!" She didn't say a word after my outburst, Loke sighed
"Erza...tell her" he disappeared, I sat on the bed "we'll explain yourself Erza" she didn't look at me, her eyes were cast to the floor
"Lucy...I'm really sorry, but Jellal came back a few months ago and well, me and him have been..." I stood up and walked to the door and opened it "I think you better you" my voice was strong but I knew it wouldn't last. Erza looked at me tears in her eye "Lucy please let me-" "get out!" She hesitantly walked to the door but before she did she placed two small boxes on the table, she walked out of the door, I shut and locked it. Not bothering about the boxes, I walked to my bed fell face first and cried into my pillow. Leo and Aries appeared
"Are you alright miss?" I didn't answer her, Leo cracked his knuckles "I'm gonna beat her up...how dare she hurt you?" I look at Leo with tearful eyes "don't bother Leo...Aries could you make me a cotton bed" she nodded and made one near me I shuffled on to it and relaxed in the wool "thank you" Leo walked to the door and picked up the boxes "have you looked at these?" I shook my head "I don't really want to" he opened the longer one and his eyes widened "perhaps I read the situation wrong" I sat up "what do you meant?" He walked over and passed me the box, inside held a pregnancy test with a positive reading "she must've been with Jellal to find a partner so the baby would look like you" I cried even harder "I didn't even let her explain" he passed me the other box, I opened it with shaky hands and gasped. Inside was a scan of the baby, they were so tiny. I continued to cry, Aries had to go back but Leo stayed by until I fell asleep.

I woke up the next day groggy from the night before. I got out of bed and got ready, my eyes were puffy from crying but once I had washed my face they disappeared. I walked to the guild, it was a slightly chilly day but the walk was peaceful. I entered the guild and walked to Mira
"Where's Erza?" She looked at me "still in the halls...Lucy what have you done?" I shook my head "I know what I've done...I guess I thought she didn't find me attractive anymore" a single tear fell as I stood up and walked out of the guild and to Fairy Hills. I knocked on Erza's door only to hear no reply, I opened it with a spare key I had and found Erza crying on the bed, I slowly approached her and kneeled beside her. She was asleep but her body would rock with her sobs, I gently pushed away a strand of hair from her face and kissed her forehead
"I'm sorry Erza...for everything I've done, I should've listened to you and let you explain" I stood up and walked to the sofa, I sat down and looked at her armours. All of them in good condition, I heard shuffling coming from the bedroom
"Lucy?" I shot up and practically tackled Erza, only to soon regret it because of her armour
"Erza I'm so so sorry! I honestly didn't know!" I cried into her armour "I thought you didn't find me attractive anymore...I thought you didn't love me and when you mentioned Jellal I thought you were cheating the whole time, you weren't!" I looked at her "if you want to leave me I understand...I've been selfish" I turned around and began to walk to the door only to be stopped by her grabbing my arm "Lucy" she pulled me to her and hugged me, she wasn't wearing armour only her bra and trousers. There was a small bump on her belly "I don't want to lose you...I admit it was wrong how I went about it but I wanted to surprise you...my foolishness only lead you to think the worst and I'm sorry, as for Jellal...he's been helping me, he found me the right donor, the supplements I need and some other things...I wasn't doing anything I promise you" I pulled away and hesitantly went to place a hand in her belly but pulled away, Erza smiled and pulled me to the bed with her. Erza was on her back, I was in my side, she took my hand and placed it on her belly. I couldn't believe it
"Erza I'm so happy!" We kissed and I looked into her eyes
"Lucy?"
Huh?
"Lucy!?
That's not Erza...that sounds like
"Lucy!?" Gray?

My eyes snapped open, I was in the guild hall. I looked around and I saw Jellal and Erza, his hand on Erza's pregnant belly
"Same nightmare again?" I shook my head "no...just a relived memory" me and Erza were actually dating but...unfortunately she left me to be with Jellal as I suspected. He stood up and walked away from Erza, he picked a request and showed it to the master, he nodded. He walked walked out to the guild, Erza noticed and waddled over to him
"Jellal, where are you going?" "On a mission" I look at her and stand next to her "hurts doesn't it? To see the one you care about leave you when your at your most vulnerable" Erza looked at me "Lucy-" "don't...just don't" I walked out of the guild, Jessica a girl that not long joined Fairy Tail came over to me
"Hey Lucy...wanna go on this mission?" She showed my the flyer, I smiled and nodded. I turned around and I could see Erza's heart break and I did not care.

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