I'll hold my breath (boyxboy)

SUNDAY BEST

There it was his loft. I stood in front of it for about 10 minutes just staring at it, people started to stare at me thinking how creepy me eyeing that loft was but I was too scared to move, instead I called

"Hey, you here yet?"

"Ye-yeah I'm outside" 'calm down Brett'

"Great I'll be right out" he hung up and I shoved my phone in my pocket and walked closer to the door and it swung open. I stood there looking at him looking so hot and he smiled. his smiles they did something to me "hey, come in"

I Cleared my throat "thanks" I walked in and I was completely amazed, and I thought the outside of his loft was nice but the inside it-it's absolutely beautiful "nice place" I said while walking around

He came around to face me "thank you" I was nervous when he's so close but I was also at hopes that maybe just maybe he'd kiss me "I'm glad you're here" he said while hugging me

"Me too" he smiled and turn away and started to walk so I followed. "So you're staying here alone?"

"Yes, for now" huh?

"What do you mean?"

"Are you hungry, because I am?" Wow conversation changer

"Umm yeah"

"Come" I followed him into the kitchen and his kitchen counter was surrounded by all kinds of foods.

"I didn't know what you liked so..." It was so adorable watching him get choked up and it's even more adorable of him to go through all of that trouble for me

"It's ok.." I smiled "I'd eat anything you gave me" NO I did not just say that, he looked at me funny and I looked away in embarrassment "umm I'll just take this" I grabbed a peach and bit it

"You sure?" I felt bad he went through all of this trouble and I chose a stupid peach, I grabbed a sandwich and smiled "want to watch some tv?"

"Sure" I followed him to his couch and sat next to him while eating the peach. I don't know if I'd call the silence going on between us awkward or appropriate, we smiled at each other and looked right back to the tv and I really wanted to change that so I man up and said "so, how do you like Fresno so far?"

"It's great, lot of culture and I like a place where everyone knows each other"

I laughed maybe a little too hard "so in other words you mean boring and little" he laughed

"No no not at all, it's just different from what I'm use to you know.." I shook my head yes "and what gets to me is that my dad is such a city type guy and he lived here, it boggles me"

"And where is your dad now?"

"In New York with my mom"

"Where's your dad?"

"Business trips" I said with a sarcastic tone

"Why the sarcasm?"

"It's just that.." I thought about it but decided to not bother him with my problems "it's nothing he's always gone that's all"

"Oh, I'm sorry" he's sympathetic face made me feel much better

"It's alright, not your fault" we smiled at each other and kept on talking. He is such an interesting character
"....yeah my friend Leah and I drive to Hollywood a lot, and like once or twice we'd be driving and we recognize a star in disguise" I laughed

"Cool..." He laughed then stopped. He stared at me for awhile and I tried to look away but I stared back, his green eyes are mesmerizing, as he stared at me he said "can I ask you something?"

I shook my head "sure"

"How come you don't have a boyfriend?" of course the million dollar question

"Well guest I'm not attractive enough" I laughed awkwardly trying to be funny but he didn't laugh along

"Don't say that, I find you very attractive" he said back while moving closer, the closer he got the more further I wanted to run. It's not that i didn't want to be near him I just get so nervous that I'm scared i might say something stupid, the tension built to quick so I got up and ran to the kitchen

"Where are your cups?"

As he got up from the couch he pointed to the cabinet above my head and I opened it and grabbed a cup "so you've never.." He made a jester and I knew what he meant 'no I've never been with a guy like that'

I stopped "no" I turned to open the fridge door but he ran up to me and slammed the door and stood in front of it.

He was so close and his eyes wouldn't leave mine, his hands started to caress my face and my hair I knew what comes next and I couldn't run from it, he leaned closer and closer and I couldn't take the suspense so I kissed him, and he kissed me back with so much passion, we moved from the fridge and he lifted me up and sat me down on the counter next to the sink I smiled and we continued kissing. I couldn't stop his lips felt amazing and his hands on my body felt so warm, I don't think breathing was a necessity. He slowly kissed along my ear to my neck and I fought so hard not to moan. But my phone rang I grunted "ignore it" I told him and we kept on kissing, the ringing stopped and started again

"Maybe it's important" he whispered

"Ok" I sighed, I hopped off the counter and pulled my phone out of my pocket "it's my mom, I'm sorry"

"It's alright"

I answered "yes mom" I stood there not listening to one word she's saying, I turned facing Liam who was smiling at me with his amazing face it was still news to me as to why he was interested in me "ok mom I will" we hung up and I walked back to him

"Everything ok?" He asked while handing me some water

"Yes" I sipped the water and set it down on the counter "so..."

"That was intense huh?"

"Very" I blushed and looked away, he moved closer and pushed me against the fridge brushing his lips on my cheek and slowly kissing my ear down to my neck again, I couldn't take it anymore his lips felt so good that I accidentally let out a little moan but I quickly covered my mouth before it got louder, he looked at me and slowly moved my hand from my mouth and whispered

"It's ok" then he kissed my hand then leaned in and kissed me. I may have been new at this but Liam knew how to make me feel comfortable, it's like he knew my limits before I even told him, he knew not to rush anything further because I was new at this.

After a while I pulled away gasping for air and he started laughing, I smiled and asked "what's so funny?"

"Nothing, I'm just enjoying your company that's all" I smiled and probably turned all red

"I am too" to bad it was almost 8 and it had to be cut short, that's why my mom called to tell me to get home early because she has something important to talk to me about I hope this is about what's been making her act so different lately "but I do have to go soon"

"How soon" he seemed disappointed

"At 8" I said with a frown

He came closer and cupped my face with his hands "no worries, we'll have plenty of time to spend together" I wrapped my hands around his waist and smiled, he leaned in and kissed me then whispered "come on I'll walk you out" he grabbed my hand and we were headed for the door. When we reached my car He turned to face me

"I had a really great time" but instead of a gorgeous smile he had this look on his face I couldn't quiet tell what it is

"everything ok?"

"Yeah..." He looked down and grabbed my hand intertwining our fingers he looked back up at me and said "I just want to spend more time with you...as much time as possible" he was still holding my hands, I found what he was saying a little weird but also very romantic 'maybe this guy really had feelings for me, I know I'm growing some deep ones for him'

I smiled "I promise we will" he kissed me and I got into my car and drove off. This was going to be the start of something special I could feel it.