my insides fell, my knees got weak and my heart beat sped up. he looked so sad and broken I wanted to cry for him so in stead of saying anything mean I said
"You gonna answer that?" He smiled and Leah pulled him in
"I'm gonna go and let you guys chat" she slowly walked out of the door and shuts it.
We stood there for about a minute staring at each other before he actually said something
"Brett I'm so sorry" he looked sorry
I hesitated "why didn't you tell me"
"I was going to I swear"
"When? two minutes before you left, that would have made it worst"
"No I would've..." he went silent
"See you can't even say anything because that's exactly what you were going to do..." He came close and I stepped back
"Brett please don't ice me out, I only have a few days left and I want nothing more than to spend them with you.." And so did I
"Then what?.. what's going to happen once you leave?" He kept quiet and I looked away trying not to tear up again
"You're not losing me Brett" he came closer and grabbed my face whispering "this wont be the end I promise" he leaned in to kiss me I hesitated but I couldn't resist I kissed him back. We stood there against the wall and kissed for so long just thrusting our bodies against each other and he pulled away "god I want you"
Those words ringed in my ears, he wanted me like wanted me. I wanted him too but was it safe to say I was scared to say it back, screw being scared I might never have a chance to say it again "I want you too" he smiled and pulled me closer to him by the waist kissing my neck and running his hand up my shirt, his hand felt so warm and soft. He grabbed me and carried upstairs bridal style.
We made our way to my bed and he climbed on top of me kissing every inch of my body, I couldn't stop moaning and things just got more intense. we spent hours i. Bed and I just didn't want us to stop I wanted us to lie next to each other forever but we didn't have forever
"I want to make the best of the little time we had left" I didn't know where I was going with that sentence but I kept going "we could go to the beach, out to eat, go to the movies, have dinner with my mom if you'd like" he smiled
"I want to do all of those things" once reality started to set in I realized that me dwelling on him staying isn't going to keep him here so I'm just going to make the best of the days we have left. "starting right now come on we can go to the beach"
"Seriously?"
"Yes Brett come on" he got out of bed and put his clothes back on, I still couldn't believe that that Goddess was in my bed
"Ok but at least let me shower first"
He shook his head and I ran into the shower.
An hour later we were at the beach laying along side the ocean just watching the waves, we laid so close that the heat from his body kept me warm under the wind. as we watched the waves I can feel Liam staring at me and I tried not to stare back but I couldn't help it "you look very beautiful under the sun light" he said and I blushed
"So do you" he kissed me and we turned back watching the waves. it was a perfect day
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I'll hold my breath (boyxboy)
Short StoryAs we stood there in the airport I couldn't help but wrap my arms around him and he hugged me back so tight I didn't want him to let go, but he did. he pulled my face towards his and kissed me, this kiss was different it was filled with love and pas...
