I still remember that day, I remember kissing her goodnight and her arms wrapping around my torso as we laid in bed together
It was a cold month, we were covered in warm blankets
Our bodies intertwined warmly together
My eyes fluttered shut as she whispered softly that she loved me
I remember waking up with a startle the next morning
I felt colder as her body heat wasn't there anymore
I had looked next to me, seeing a small paper folded up neatly on the nightstand of her side of the bed
Dread filled my body
I knew something was wrong
I had this same feeling for a few months
I slowly and dreadfully reached over to get the paper
I remember my hands started trembling uncontrollably
The worst filled my mind
The moment i opened up that folded piece of paper, i knew
I knew damn well what it was
Seeing her neat writing becoming a nervous mess made my heartbeat run chaoticly
Word after word that she wrote broke my heart
I thought i wouldn't have to experience this type of pain again
But seeing what she wrote broke me even more and i wanted to die in that moment
Lossing Caro and not being able to do anything about it, hurt me and i felt like i couldn't breath in that moment
It was December 6, 2015
In the letter she explain to me why she did what she did
Though she didn't have to explain it
I understood her
When you love someone, you just know
She didn't have to explain herself to me, dead or alive, i understood her
I had felt my body breaking down, my heart beating so fast, my palms sweating profusely
I remember checking my phone and seeing a voicemail
She left me a note and a voicemail
4:20 AM
That's the time she left me a voicemail
I remember clicking the button and hearing her sweet angelic voice ring through the voiceline
CITEȘTI
Just hold on
Proză scurtăTwo broken lost souls trying to find their place in this world so desperate to piece each other together, trying so desperately to hold on to each other even if in the end it all ends in ruins Sometimes all you can do is hold on and move on