A Stupid Place For Stupid Things

Honest Thoughts

I've been thinking for a bit. And that already isn't a good sign lmao.

Special mention to my Line family. I love all of you so very dearly <3 (I won't tag you guys since it's long)

Warning: Long Thoughts about Wattpad and...shit.

Honestly speaking, I haven't really wanted to use Wattpad that much lately. I mean sure, there are plenty of people that I met here and enjoy talking to, but my feeling about it just isn't right. Not how I feel about it, but just what I feel. My gut feeling I guess?

Basically, I'm getting tired and bored of Wattpad. Cruel, I know, but that's just how I am. I get interested in something and have a long phase of it, and then quickly get bored of it when I'm no longer interested.

The only real reason why I'm keeping my Wattpad right now is probably because I want to talk with the few people I do on here. Otherwise, I guess this would just be an inactive account.

I have ideas for my books, but I just don't really have any motivation to write them. Sure, people like them, but it's not like I personally write them because I want to anymore. It seems to have turned into a job for me lately. And I don't tend to work hard towards things that I don't want to do.

I notice that even if I have time or a break from school, I don't really want to update then either. I'd rather be doing something other than writing sadly.

Taking the above into account, even if summer were to come around, I probably wouldn't be writing then either. I also have a handful of shit to do in the coming school year, so I wouldn't even have time if I wanted to write.

Basically, I'm not sure if I'll be writing anything anymore.

This has been in the back of mind for a long while, even if I had only careful thought about it for a day.

I haven't actually mentioned anything to anyone. I've just been quiet lately, even to my lovely Line family that I love dearly. I'm barely active on Wattpad anymore, and I don't really talk that much on Line anymore really. I haven't even told xoCANDYox , who I tell almost everything to. Jk, not everything lol. But most.

No, I'm not depressed or anything. I've actually been very happy. Like these few weeks have been some of the happiest that I've had in such a long time.

This is merely because it doesn't feel right for me to be on Wattpad. Idk why, idk how. It just doesn't feel like I should really be here anymore than I already have been.

I just thought it would be a good idea to say this, so that people can't complain if I suddenly just stop writing altogether lol.

Idk, I might write if I want to. But really, I probably won't since I can't really get into the feeling of creating something and giving it my full love, at the moment anyways. (This is how you know I'm gonna be a terrible parent. Jk lol //slapped)

Blue_Insanity , idk, I feel like I need to say sorry for not telling you. Especially after you've been trying to help me out and all. And after you pointed out that both of us won't be here forever.

     I'm sorry guys, for not even mentioning it the slightest bit. :) But that's just me lol.