Chapter 23

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Grayson's POV

Izzy and I just sat on the couch and snuggled, I wish I knew that this was how she felt sooner so I could have prevented this. As I say though "everything happens for a reason" so maybe this happening brought us closer together as a couple and as people. I remembered that she hadn't eaten so I say,

"Izzy"

"Yeah Gray" she replies

"Do you want to grab some food" I ask

"S-sure" she hesitated

"Babe it's fine, you're perfect don't even worry about it" I reminded her

She gave me a faint smile, I hate seeing her look defeated. She was so fragile looking and pale, she didn't look healthy at all, how did I not notice this before? We got up and I grabbed her hand and we walked out the door and headed to my house, I mean we should've asked Riley if she wanted to come but we needed this time for ourselves. We walked from her house to my house, I asked if she wanted to go out but she wasn't feeling up for it, I completely understood.

10 minutes later

We arrived at my house and we walked inside, my parents weren't home, it was Izzy, Ethan, Cameron and I. My parents work a lot but not to the point where they weren't in our lives, they work all week and were home for most of the times on weekends. Cameron and Ethan were sitting in the living room when we walked in the door. Izzy stood shy behind me even though her and both if my siblings are really close to eachother. Cameron went to Izzy and gave her a hug, Izzy hugged back but then started crying onto Cameron's shoulder. Cameron and Ethan both don't know the situation but I know they'll be here for her.

Cameron's POV

As soon as Grayson and Izzy stepped in the door I knew something was up, I looked over at Izzy who was practically hiding behind Grayson. I looked at her a little closer and realised that she'd lost an enormous amount of weight since the last time I saw her which was this past weekend. Even though I'm older than her we hang out almost every weekend with her friend Riley. I just gave her a huge hug and didn't say anything, I don't know why she had done this to herself and I'm not going to ask either. I just know that I need to be here for her, she started crying and I just hugged her tighter then let go and led her upstairs. I know that she probably didn't want to have the boys staring at her while this was going on, I know I wouldn't. I opened my door and we sat on my bed, I started talking,

"I dont know why you did this to yourself, and I'm not going to ask because i don't want to make you feel uncomfortable, but just know that if you ever need someone to talk to about literally anything just know im here for you any time" I squeezed her hand and smiled at her

She smiled back and started talking, she explained everything, from why she first did it in her other relationship with Jake, and why she did it now. I explained to her that Grayson isn't like that and he would never do any of the things she was thinking. I told her that she has nothing to worry about, Grayson cares for her way too much to hurt her. I was just reassuring her of everything to get her in the right state of mind, to try and give her the support she needs. I don't know why she would think so negatively about herself, she is perfect, I wish I looked like her. I don't know why she would want to change, well I do but it makes no sense, her previous relationship was obviously extremely messed up. When we finished talking and she was calm we went downstairs to go and get food.

Ethan's POV

It hurt me seeing Izzy this way, it really did. I love her and that's why I let her go, if you love something set it free and if it was ment to be yours it will come back to you, but if not it wasn't ment to be, so that's what I did. I just wanted to hold her close and kiss her, she mean the fucking world to me and it kills me seeing her with Grayson. Grayson never had stable relationships before Izzy, hell he didn't even have an actual relationship, I guess you could say he had commitment issues but she's changed that. She's perfect and Grayson is one lucky little shit because I'd he messes something up with her she won't go back to him and I know that. Grayson told be about Jake, so if Grayson messes up its game over for him. I would never intentionally mess up their relationship though, making sure that they're both happy is all I care about and I'm not going to screw this up. Izzy came down the stairs and I just walked over and hugged her tight, like my life depended on it, but I didn't make it too long because she was with Grayson after all.

Isabella's POV

After I met with everyone we went and got food from the kitchen. I already know how this is going to go, either I'm going to binge or have no appetite at all. Cameron made us all some pasta for dinner, we sat and decided to eat. I ate and I already knew I was starving, I'm keeping it lowkey though and eating like a normal person. After dinner I honestly felt so good, it's been about a week since I've actually eaten a proper meal. Ethan and Cameron cleaned up while Grayson and I went in the living room to sit down. He started talking,

"Please don't ever do that again" he said with tears brimming in his eyes

"I won't" I gave him a smile

"Promise?" He said as a tear rolled down his cheek

I wiped away the tear and said
"I promise"

I didn't even know how much I ment to Grayson until tonight and honestly if this is what had to happen to get us closer and to show how much we care than I don't mind that it happened. Another tear came rolling down Grayson's face,

"What's wrong" I asked

"I just don't know what I would've done if I had lost you, you are my world and my rock, you are my first and last thoughts when I wake up and when I go to sleep. I don't think you know how much you really mean to me. I honestly love you so much it's insane" he says

I sat on his lap and wrapped my arm around his neck and just sat there hugging him, he looked up and he kissed me. With every single kiss he gives me it's like the first time all over again but better, I get butterflies and never want it to end. We spent the rest of the night at Grayson's house, I texted Riley telling her that I wouldn't be home so lock the doors for me. She texted back yeah, I changed into Grayson's sweatpants and his sweatshirt. I looked like a mess, I went into Grayson's room and he looked at me and said,

" my sweats are a nice look on you"

"Whatever" I playfully shoved him and got into bed. Tomorrow is our one month anniversary and I wouldn't want to spend it with anyone else. Grayson got into bed and wrapped his arms around me, and I felt safe, secure and most importantly happy.

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