Trusting you//Grayson Dolan fanfic

Chapter 30

(I updated 2 chapters so close together bc I felt bad for not updating for almost a month)

Isabella's POV

It's been 3 weeks, 3 weeks since my heart was shattered, 3 weeks since I've talked to him, 3 weeks since I've been genuinely happy, 3 weeks since I've actually eaten or got out of bed (besides for school) 3 weeks since I've actually had a life. Ethan comes to hangout with me and see how I'm doing but I push him away, he reminds me so much of Grayson and I absolutely hate pushing him away, I really do and I'm really stupid for it since he's my only actual friend I have left now. You're probably wondering about Riley,

well remember that one night she texted me telling me that she needs to talk to me, yeah well she moved in with her aunt and uncle in Arizona, I guess they found out what her parents had been doing and didn't think that it was reasonable living with a friend. That didn't help especially since she had told me just the next day I found out Grayson was cheating on me, fuck it's been a pretty shitty almost month, but I have to get out eventually I guess, maybe I'll hang out with Ethan if he still wants to after the bitch I've been to him.

I decided to call him, he picked up on the first ring

"hello" he says

"hey, I'm sorry for being a bitch and pushing you away, you're the only person I have left besides my mother who actually gets me" I say fighting tears

Ethan's POV 

I'm sitting in the living room watching tv when my phone rings and I see that it's Izzy, I pick it up

"Hello" I say 

  "hey, I'm sorry for being a bitch and pushing you away, you're the only person I have left besides my mother who actually gets me" she replies back while her voice cracks

"Izzy, what did I tell you, never apologize to me, you're not being a bitch I totally get it" I reply trying to make her feel better

"yeah I remember" she laughs

"so do you want to hangout, I need to get out of this house" she continues laughing

I haven't heard her laugh in a while, maybe she's getting better

"yeah come over when you're ready, I have a place in mind" I tell her

"Okay, sounds good" and with that I start to get ready

Grayson's POV  

I'm such a fucking asshole, I actually hate myself for what I have done. I have texted her, called her tried approaching her at school but nothing. I did the exact same thing to her as her ex did, how low could I get. I hate myself for not trying harder, I hate myself for not going after her the night it happened, I hate myself for being an asshole. I never should've done what I did, I don't know how I'll get her back but I need to find a way. I know that it's not going to be easy at all and I know that it'll take some time but I'm determined.

30 minutes later I hear a knock at the door

I go and open it and see Izzy

Isabella's POV

I expect Ethan to open the door but Grayson does live here too so what did I expect, I make eye contact with him and just brake down crying into his arms, as much as seeing him killed me I was wanted to be with him again. Staying away from him for 3 weeks has been hell, I feel so safe in his arms that I don't want to leave but I have to because of what he has done to me. I rip myself out of the hug that he has engulfed me in and look at him in the eyes and say,

"you know, things could have been different" a tear falls from his eye

"I don't know why you did this, as much as I want to hate you right now I can't. I love you Grayson, I'm in love with you Grayson Dolan. I don't know why you fucked with that" I say crying