ASPEN'S POV
1:45 came quickly and it was time to upload the guys videos
After logging into their accounts and uploading videos I layed down on my bed
I grabbed the remote and turned the tv
I changed the input and turned on my xbox
I opened netflix
I watched a couple episodes of something
I finally got my ass out of bed and got changed
I was going to see Des
I went downstairs ate a bowl of cereal then left
I forgot we don't have a car anymore so I had to walk
That was okay
It was nice out for Christmas
*Timeskip to hospital*
I got to the hospital and walked up to the secretary
"Hi I'm here to see Des Ramsay"
"Right this way"
The lady stood up and showed me to the room Des was in
I thanked her and she left
It was just me and Des
My adorable Des
I walked over to his bed and sat on the chair right beside it
This is I wanted to spend Christmas
With Des
Just with him not in his current state
I closed my eyes and sighed
I opened my eyes and looked out the window
"Its nice oustide isn't it"
"Heh I know you can't hear so why am I talking"
I sat there
Looking outside
It was nice
Calm
Peaceful
It was about 5:00pm and Mack would be back home soon
I decided to leave
But first
I kissed Des' cheek
I got up and walked to the door
But then turned around
And said
"I love you Des, remember that because I always will"
And just like that
I left
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