He sit on his bed, looking outside. As if waiting.. Even though in his heart had known all along that the one he truly wish for to be here would not come.
He might not be able to see him walking the road they used to walked together.. Or see his back while they are running like at that time they were kids.. Or see him crouch infront of him, mitt raise and waiting for his best pitch.. That thought more than anything hurt him the most.
Outside, the ground is filled with leaves from trees. The time for them to fall has come. A sad feeling have clench at the boy's heart while watching those leaves fall down from the tree. But still its so beautiful. Even in the end those leaves still are beautiful. Till the end as they are swept by the wind they gave people happiness.
Just like those leaves, he would fall. Will be swept by the winds towards a place unknown. Will I be able to be like those leaves? Will till the end, can I give someone happiness? I'm like the leaves with the world as my tree. I will fall down., but in my place there will surely grows new one. To give shade on a summer day, to give shelter to cicadas, and to give happiness next fall..
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FanfictionHe knows he is happy. He's supposed to be happy! But why? Why he is filled with this sadness and pain? With this thought and tears still running from his eyes, he look up the sky. Eyes still searching that golden shine.