"THE LOVER"(더 러버)

PARENTS 부모님 P.2

Right now I'm trying not to have a heart attack and you are probably wandering why, well I have a big problem here

My parents who doesn't know I'm gay and dating Yixing are comming over but Yixing's parents are also comming over the big problem is that they know about us

"I'll talk to them so don't worry ok?" Yixing squeezed my shoulder

My chest hurt not because we could get caught by my parents but because I knew I was hurting him

I hate being so coward

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"Mr Zhang its been a while how are you doing?" my dad asked Lay's dad

"Good. It's great our kids are still being good friends" My mum smiled

Lay took his parents to talk to them privately

"Oh honey I hope your sister didn't bother you guys so much" mum apologized

"It was ok, she is annoying but there's nothing we could do" I laughed

Lay came with his parents after it but I could feel now some tension between them and me.

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"Junmyeon when are you going to introduce your girlfriend to us?" my mum asked excited

I felt Lay's dad glaring me

"Mum I told you a thousand times I'm not interested" I groaned

"What about you Yixing-ah?" mum asked him

"Right now I'm busy with work so I can't find the time to look for someone right now" he said

"Such a waste. Your son is too handsome" mum said to Lay's mum

"Well thank you but I'm sure he is happy the way things are" she smiled sadly at me

I felt so guilty not only I was hurting lay but also his parents.

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"Mr & Mrs Zhang can I talk to you for a second?" I asked them

They followed me to the kitchen my parents left a while ago.

"I'm deeply sorry for what I'm doing" I knelled infront of them

"Junmyeon-ssi there is no need for..."Mrs Zhang was trying to stop me but her husband shook his head

"Keep going" He said

"I still didn't tell my parents. To me they are the most important people in my life, I want to be sure they are ok with it. I don't want them to hate us or hate Yixing because I wouldn't be able to handle it" I said

"Then if they don't approve and they tell you to leave my son, you'll do it?" he asked

"No, I won't. I can't leave him. Although my parents are very important I can't see my life without him" I confessed

They both look at me and then Lay's dad sight tiredly

"I get it but you should do something about it, ok. You shouldn't be so scared then, after all they are your parents" Mr. Zhang said

"I know but I can't help it" I clenched my fists.

"I'll be there for you babe" Yixing squeezed my hands

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We were laid on our bed, finally this tough day was over

"I'm sorry, I hurt both your parents and you" I caressed Yixing's face.