Eddie's POV-
He's funny
Cute
Sweet
Not mine
I broke up with Natalie because of him, She understood. My need for Aleks only grew over time. I yearned to feel the touch of his lips against mine, to hear him moan my name, to smile only because of me
He's smart
Handsome
Adorable
Again, not mine
If I tried, maybe he feels the same. Fuck that, chances are low. Just confess, wrap your arms around him and press your lips on his. He'll love you too right? Wrong!
Sensitive
Attractive
Quiet
Shy
Not mine goddammit
His skin is so pale, cold. If I were holding him he'd be warm all the time. I like to just lay down in my room and imagine Aleks right next to me, his head on my chest and my arms wrapped around his waist.
He will never be mine
Maybe
Maybe if I-
I doubt it
"Sly?!" He knocked on my door
I got up and opened it
I couldn't help but smile "hi Aleks"
"Are you okay? You've been acting different" he sat on my computer chair
I walked over to my bed and sighed as I laid down. No Aleks, I'm not okay. I'm in love with you
"I'm fine-"
"Liar"
"What?"
"You. Are. Lying"
I sat up
"Tell me the truth Eddie"
He got up and straddled my lap. I gripped his waist and looked up at him
He traced my lips with his finger "what's really been bugging you Eddie?"
"You know damn well" I mumbled
He allowed himself to fall onto my lap so he was sitting. He wrapped his arms loosely around my neck
"Tell me. Please Eddie?"
He inched his face closer to mine until our noses touched. He closed his eyes and slightly parted his lips. I leaned in and closed the gap between us. He moaned when I forcefully pushed my tongue into his mouth. When we pulled apart there was a string of saliva between us. He wiped his mouth and giggled
"Do you want to tell me now?" He asked
I laid him on my bed and took his shirt off "I hate that your smile isn't only seen by me"
He waited patiently as I stripped him and myself from our clothing
"I hate seeing you sit on the couch and I can't go over there and hug you"
I kissed down his chest "I hate the feeling I get when I realize you won't feel the same way"
I pulled both of our boxers off "I hate knowing that you won't ever be mine"
He chuckled "oh Eddie. I've always been yours and I always will. You were thinking completely wrong, because I love you"
I smiled and met his lips again
(SMUT)
"Are you sure you want this?" I asked when we pulled away
He nodded "just do it already"
I hesitantly pushed into him. He let out a loud cry. I kissed him to take his mind off of the pain. I was fully in him and he nodded. I started thrusting and palming him slowly
"E-Eddie" He moaned "please, faster"
I did as told and picked up my speed. His moans grew constant and loud. He repeated my name over and over again, something that I've wanted to hear. He told me multiple times that he loved me, something I needed. The presence of his lips on top of mine.
"Eddie, I'm close" he said panting
With a few more thrusts he came into my hand yelling my name. It sent me overboard, I released as well. I pulled out and looked at him. His face was slightly red, he was panting but had a smile on his face.
(END OF SMUT)
I laid next to him. He crawled closer to me.
Aleks cupped my face with both hands "Eddie"
I smiled at him "yeah?"
"I'm yours, I love you"
I leaned forward and brushed my lips with his "I love you too"
He rested his head on my chest and closed his eyes
"I won't allow you to leave me" I giggled
"I don't plan on going"
