isolated |jikook| discontinued

J.J.K

I entered our shared room and there I saw him....

sleeping peacefully in his bed...

like the angel he is...but I guess I won't be his....

and knowing that painful fact...made me hate myself even more....

I carefully closed the door to not wake him up and silently walked towards our bunk bed...

As I got closer, the more my heart beats faster...

I kneeled in front of his bed and stared at my angel

Park Jimin

The angel that I pushed away...

The angel I admire and love...

The angel that I have harmed....

I let out a deep sigh after admiring how peaceful and angelic he looks as he sleeps and stood from my position

I looked at him one last time and climbed to my bed and laid down

I stared up at the ceiling wondering

'Will he ever forgive me'

the one question that makes me nervous every time I ask myself..

But...the possibility of him not forgiving me...

Slowly kills my hopes of him forgiving me...

I turned to my side and closed my eyes...

Hoping that sleep will overtake me and not make me worry....

I didn't realized that a tear trickled down my face when I thought of him not forgiving me...