Change is a given

Chapter.15, Part.1

--Eva's Dream--

 I was in a field full of purple and blue flowers and the sun was shinning down on me making my whole body relaxed and warm. I sat up and looked at a big rock to the left of the field and that’s where I seen my grandpa. I jumped up and ran into his arms

“papa, I love you so much” he smiled and started running his fingers through my hair

 “I love you too, princess. How have you been?” I smiled and pulled away a bit but I was still in his arms

“iv been good” he narrowed his eyes at me

“I know you havent princess so don’t try and lie to this old man, because I know everything” I scrunched up my eyebrows

“everything? Like what?” he pulled me closer so my head was on his chest and sighed

 “I know everything from your piece of shit father to your mate and I know why you weren’t there when I died” I couldn’t hold it back anymore and I started bawling like I did when I was younger

“I wanted to be there papa I really did but I couldn’t” he sighed and started rubbing my back

“I know princess, don’t worry I was never mad at you” I hugged him tighter

“I wish you were still alive, because you were the only one I could trust and talk to” he kissed my forehead

 “I know baby, I wish I was still alive too but I’ll always be there if you need me” I smiled at him and then we laid down on the grass to look at the stars that were starting to show

 “papa do you remember that lullaby you sang to me when I was little?” he started laughing and nodded his head

 “yes, princess would you like me to sing it for you?” I smiled and nodded my head

 “yes please” he leaned up against a tree rocking me on his lap

“Deep in the shadows in their cave
Three playful lions misbehave
Soon they'll grow tired, lay in a heap
Mother will watch them go to sleep

High in an oak tree, safe in a nest
Four tiny robins take their rest
Mother beside them, sweetly they peep
Evening is falling. Go to sleep.
Stars are shining, day is done
Close your eyes 'till morning sun

Then you'll awaken from slumber deep
But 'till the morning, go to sleep.” and I fell asleep safely in my grandpa’s arms

--End--

 i woke up about 12pm and I couldn’t move because I had someone’s arm wrapped around my waist. I slightly turned around and seen his brown hair that covered his shut eyes which I know is brown and his small nose and red plump kissable lips.

“what are you doing in my bed?” he slowly opened his eyes and smiled at me

“I could wake up to this beautiful view everyday of my life” It took so much but I fought off a blush

 “that’s cheesy and really sweet, but im going to ask you one more time before I kick your ass off my bed. What are you doing in my bed?” he sighed and loosened his grip on my waist

“well you were crying and talking in your sleep last night and you wouldn’t stop for anyone but me” I looked at him with a raised eyebrow

“are you serious? What did I say?” he looked me straight in the eye and I could tell he wasn’t lying

“you were calling for your grandpa and called your dad a piece of shit, but can I ask you something?” I was skeptical but nodded my head and he sighed

 “what happened between you and your parents?” I completely stiffened because I didn’t tell anyone that I was even mad at them but being mad isn’t really the situation its more like im done with them and I have zero respect for them.

 “I really don’t want to talk about it right now” and before he could respond I stood up and walked into my closet to get my clothes then I went into the shower to get ready. After 30 minutes in the shower and crying for more than half of the time I finally went down stairs and shawn narrowed his eyes at me

“why were you crying?” I growled at him

“why don’t you say it a little louder im sure china didn’t hear you” he bowed hs head

“sorry eva” I shook my head and sighed

“no im sorry shawn im just not in a very good mood” before he could respond I felt two people walk in the dinning room

“o my god, they were right my baby is back” I spun around fast to see my mother followed by my father

“im not your baby and I never will be” everybody froze with their mouths open and my father growled

“do not talk to your mom like that” I glared at him

 “I will talk to her how ever I damn well please and she’s not my mom just like your not my dad” he went to take a step towards me but stopped when I growled

“if you take one more step near me I will not hesitate to kill you” sam walked in at that point and was completely confused but looked at me

 “um sis whats wrong with you and why are you acting like this?” I just started laughing

“how about we play down memory road? Everybody take a seat” nobody sat but I knew my guys were nervous because memory road never ended good

 “sit the fuck down, NOW” they all sat down at that so I turned to sam

“you wanted to know what was wrong with me, well how about you ask your lovely mother and father why I didn’t go to papa’s funeral” they all turned to my parents with raised eyebrows and my mom waved her hand in a dismissive way

“you know you were sick, eva so quit be so dramatic” I growled at her and was trying to control my breathing

“you know what I cant do this without killing them so im going to let zelta do it” zelta took control and growled at them with a smirk when they jumped

 “well the day before the funeral, your mom took eva out and pampered her with a new hairstyle and nails then brought her home and gave her a bath and got her dressed in a new dress that she bought. Then she sent her into your parents bedroom while she took you to luke’s house, and when she came back she stood by the door with a grin on her face as your stupid, pathetic, disgusting, pedophile father took her innocence” everybody gasped and a few growled but my parents just sat there shocked that I told. Zelta gave back control and I grabbed the rum and tequila down from the cupboard downing more than half of the baottle in one drink.

“now you all know why I didn’t want to be around you guys and why I didn’t like being touched for more than a year after moving out, because daddy dearest made me into a ‘woman’ as he had said at the young and ripe age of 9” I was starting to feel a little tipsy when my mom stood up and got in my face

“you little bitch, we were only trying to save our marriage and you should be lucky that you could help” I glared at her and I was trying to hold zelta back

“get on your knees” she slowly slid to her knees and I grabbed her hair pulling her head back

“being raped by your own father, the man you looked up to for protection and called daddy and went to when I was hurt doesn’t make me lucky. It makes me feel disgusted and no amount of soap or water can clean me of it, and if you need to fix your marriage that way then you don’t need to be married at all” I threw her down and turned to everybody else who was looking at me with pity and smiled

“everybody get ready and call everybody else up because were gunna have a party and bonfire on the beach tonight” with that I walked out of the house with amy heading to the only place I felt safe other than with my guys, the killers territory