Love never dies~1♥[ Completed ✔]

97. Tu jaane naa✔

Randhir after coming out from d party was sad , hurt . He was in immense pain..

He thought dat he was a failure as a husband , as a lover who didnt loved his partner to dat extent dat she will forget her past...

He was a failure as a husband then how will he love his child...

If he wasnt capable enough to keep his wife happy then how will he take responsibility of his child...
He was under a great pool of insecurity...

Insecurity of losing his wife,   insecurity of not loving his child enough...

He geared up his car n reached a very secluded area in delhi...where no one can see him...
It was only him n his insecurities..
His pain , agony were his companion for tonight...

The cold breezes of delhi , an unusual silent of d arena were witnessing his pain...

He was not crying but his heart ws bleeding profusely...

Soon rain too accompanied wid his miseries
It started pouring heavily in month of march...
It was like even rain too understand his pain n accompanied to his misery....

Soon along wid d rain rd too strted crying...
He cudnt hold himself from d  immense pain....
D tears got mixed wid d rain droplets....
It was difficult to identify whether it was rain or his tears...

( my fav song:))

(Kaise batayein
Kyun tujhko chahe
Yaara batha na paayein....)

Sanyus smiling face came in front of his eyes...
He remembered those days of togetherness when they used to talk , giggle n tease each oder whole day...

Such a blissful life it was...

(Baatein dil o ki
Dekho jo baki
Aake tujhe samjhaein....)

Rd smiled faintly admist of his tears....
Only a glimpse of her pretty face n his face welcomes a broad smile..

(Tu jaane na aaaa..
Tu jaane na
Tu jaane na aaaa..
Tu jaane na....)

Those hospital moments when she slapped him...it didnt pained him..
But wat most pained him was dat whn she called his love as a drama or revenge...

She called der symbol of pure love as a piece of shit...
It hurted him d most...
But still he composed himself n act to b stern

(Hmm milke bhi, hum na mile
Tumse na jaane kyun, milo ke,
Hai phasle tumse na jaane kyun.....)

He remembered der wedding anniversary when dey married for second tym...
Though der first marriage was for namesake but still dey were a couple...
On der wedding night how dey became one not only by bodies but by der soul...

But destiny playef a cruel game wid him...
Destiny ripped apart his soul,  his heart from his body....

(Anjaane, hai silsile
Tum se na jaane kyun, sapne hai
Palko tale tum se na jaane kyunnnnnn…)

D day when she got discharged from d hospital & behaving like a stranger pinched his heart...

D moments he spent wid her was nowhere in her system...
He felt like he lost his life after her small accident...

(Kaise batayein
Kyun tujhko chahe
Yaara batha na paayein)

But he was happy dat she n der baby were safe....
He want nothing oder than dis...

(Baatein dil o ki
Dekho jo baki
Aake tujhe samjhaein....)

He felt as if dey were strangers living under same roof....
Dey were connected by der soul but der mind & body were poles apart...

(Tu jaane na aaaa..
Tu jaane na
Tu jaane na aaaa..
Tu jaane na.....)

Reminscing all these moments wid sanyu made him cry more loudly..
Yes he was crying now...
Now even d rain also stopped pouring,  leaving him alone to face his agony....

(Aaaa aaaaa aaa
Nigahon mein dehko
Meri jo hai bas gaya aa....)

He remembered der dance an hour ago...
A sad smile crept on his lips...

(Woh hai milta tumse hubahoo
Ooohhooo..)

D way she kissed his forehead..
For a moment he felt dat she remembered him...
But his hopes shattered in microseconds when she adressed him as Param....!
His heart broke leaving a sense on pain ...

(Jaane teri aankhein
Kiya baatein ki vajah…)

Before leaving d place he glanced at her once...
Only to find some hopes...
Hoping dat her Param will hold her...
Reciprocate her love...
N yes he wanted to love her till eternity...
But as Randhir n not Param....

(Huye tum jo dil ki aarzoo
Tum paas ho ke bhi
Tum aas ho ke bhi....)

While dancing both were too close yet too far....

(Ehsaas ho ke bhi
Apne nahin aise hai
Hum ko gile
Tumse na jaane kyun, milo ke
Hai phasle tumse na jaane kyun ooonnn….)

Now hs tears too drenched off  but d pain he ws suffering ws beyond imagination....
Whn ur beloved ones r not wid u ....u feel like u r all alone in dis world bcz dat person itself is our world ....

(Tu jaane na aaaa..
Tu jaane na
Tu jaane na aaaa..
Tu jaane na.....)

He ws juz looking at d empty sky..
Yes due to rain d sky ws all empty ..
No moon no stars...
Juz like rds life...

His moon was his yet , he cudnt impose his right on his moon...
Evn his star was his but somewhere to juz keep his moon happy he was evn ready to sacrifice his star ....

But his moon has not at all accepted has star too..

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