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continuation of the flashback.

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"jia ' kumain ka na . bea's too worried about you." den said worriedly.

"ayoko ate." jia said. walang kasigla sigla.

"just drink this one.kahit ito man lang" den said as she gave the glass of chocolate drink to jia. jia did drink it pero hindi nya inubos. "jia you should be strong. you need to help yourself and help bea." still jia isn't responding."ill go down muna ji. magpahinga ka na."

as den closed the door jia shifted her body. her back facing the door then she started sobing.

end of flashback.

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"jia ! open the door at magusap tayo !" bea said as she keeps on knocking.

"ayokong makausap ka!" jia shouted.

"lets talk about it para matapos na."

maya maya pa jia decided to go out and as what bea has said para matapos na ang lahat.

"you want to talk ! FINE ! para matapos na to at mapirmahan mo na yung papel." jia said.

"why are you so eager na mapirmahan ko yang .. arrrgghh !! that bullshit annulment paper !" bea's temp was now rising dahil sa mga nangyayari.

jia didn't answer . bea walk closer to jia. "baket mo ko tinatalikuran ji?" still jia's not answering. umiiyak lang sya ng umiiyak.

"jia ! SAGUTIN MO KO ! NAFUFRUSTATE NA KO . NAKAKAINIS EHH . NAWALA KA BIGLA . I LOST MY MIND. JI YOU HAVE NO IDEA OF HOW I FELT NUNG GUMISING AKO NA WALA KA NA DITO !." bea is now turning red . abot abot ang inis nya kay jia at ngayon nya ito naibuhos lahat.

"i -'m so-rry." is the only left being said by jia.

"ji . explain it to me. i badly need some explanation." kalmadong sabi ni bea habang hawak ang kamay ni ji.

jia stares at bea's eyes. kita nya ang lungkot at sakit sa mata ng taong mahal na mahal nya.

"bei. you dont deserve me." jia said.

"sinong nagsabi sayo?. jia i love you ------

"oo mahal mo ko ! but i can't give you a kid ! i am a burden to you . im sick . i almost died . bea ! *snifif* im paying you pain. napakabuti mo sakin samantalang ako simpleng kasiyahan mo lang di ko pa mabigay !!" jia's tears are overflowing. "bea napakawalang kwenta ko ----

"ssshhhh. no you are not. i marry you dahil mahal kita . if you can't give me a kid okay lang . i still love you and i cant loose you." bea trying to clear up jia's mind.

"bea . umalis ako the night i learned that i had a cancer. umuwi ako sa amin-----

"alam nila?? bakit pag napunta ako dun sinasabi nilang wala silang alam kung nasaan ka?"

"dahil sinabi kong itanggi nila na naandon ako. if some of my friends even you would ask if i was there. lumayo ako sayo. oo sinadya ko. sinamahan ako ni mama pauntang america. there my cancer was treated. pero i have no choice but to end up this relationship dahil hindi ko kayang mabigyan ka ng anak. bea alam ko na gustong gusto mo na magkaroon ng anak . im not the perfect person for you bei. you deserved someone better. someone who can really make you happy."

"jia ikaw.. ikaw ang nagpapasaya sa akin." bulalas ni bea nang may pagmamakaawa.

"Bea ..."

"give me this days na magkasama tayo para mapadama ko sa iyo na worth it ako. Worth it tayo . Worth it lahat ng pinagdaanan natin." bea pleaded.

"what if it didn't work? Bea it is not the same as before." jia said wiping her tears. Eto ang pinaka ayaw nya, ang matorn na naman ang nararamdaman nya between letting go and moving on.

"just give me this days na napagkasunduan naten kapag hindi padin nagwork... Bea breathed deep a tear escaped from her eye."ill let .. You go"


"okay. Let's pretend like nothing happen. But please bei if its not working anymore let's end it please." jia said not looking at bea

"ok sige. Thankyou jia. Promise gagawin ko lahat for me to win you back." bea said and sge hugged jia.

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"i told you stay for 3 days jia. Im not doing this for myself para yan sa inyong dalawa. You are not kids anymore. Para sa iyo marriage is like a toy na pag ayaw mo na itatapon mo na. Can't you see how bea keeps on trying to work your broken relationship?"

"i know ate dzi ! Pero i came her na sure na sure ako na ill move backward but honestly now im torned ! Eto ba talaga ang balak mo ate dzi??" jia asked dzi. Si dzi kase ang kinuha nyang atty sa annulment nila pero dzi made a deal na papayag lang sya if jia would stay with bea. Kung maaayos edi good pero kung hindi well, dzi and the "thunders" would not allowed it to happen.

"whatever jia . Just .. Do what im asking you to do."

"jia . I cooked our breakfast tara kaen na tayo. I'll wait for you downstair."bea shouted outside jia's room.

Jia didn't reply.

"i think your princess charming prepared something for you. :)" pangaasar ni dzi kay jia na nakatulala parin habang ka skype sya.

"whatever ate. Bye." she make face muna before heading the kitchen.

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Jia was about to go to the kitchen when she heard a knock. She saw bea removing her apron and she signalled her na sya nalang magbubukas.

Jia opened the door.

"Hi?"

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