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After hearing what happened, ponggay decided to call den and the other girls para macomfort si jia. The girls hurriedly went to deleon's mansion.

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"ji.." dzi trying to catch jia's attention. Malungkot sya sa nangyayari its not what was supposed to happened. Its not how they planned it.

"ate diba dapat masaya ako." jia said as she shook her head in disbelief. "this is what i want... Pero---"

"nasasaktan ka?" pag putol ni dzi sa salita nya. "this how bea exactly felt nung malaman nyang gusto mo nang tapusin ang lahat sainyo. Baka nga mas masakit pa." jia felt guilty. Naiiinis sya sa sarili nya dahil nasasaktan sya kahit dapat hindi na. "ji she fought for you , for your relationship."

"tama si ate dzi ,ji. Bea did everything to make the relationship work. Ultimo sarili nyang kasiyahan kaya nyang isakripisyo para lang sa ikagagaan ng nararamdaman mo." dagdag na pahayag ni den.

"this is what i want ehh. Letting me go. Eto talaga ehh." buong pait nyang saad."pero bakit ganto ayaw makisama ng puso ko? Ayaw nitong bumitaw ehh" she said while crying and pointing out her chest.

"magpakatotoo ka sa sarili mo jia. Stop the insecurities dahil mas masasaktan ka kung iisipin mo yung mga bagay na wala ka. Mahal ka ni bea kahit loko yun. At sure ako na tanggap na tanggap nya ikaw maging sino at ano ka man." fille said while rubbing jia's back.

"i need to ask you something ji. mahal mo pa ba si bea??" ella asked.

jia didn't answer. instead she look at her friends eyes and slowly nod. they all smiled but not that full smile. lumapit si dzi kay jia at hinawakan ang kamay neto.

"don't make any decisions that you'll be regretting soon. ginawa na ni bea ang part nya . i think this time ikaw naman." dzi said giving ji some motivation.

"pano kung----

she was cut by den who also sat beside her. "hindi yan :) mahal ka ni bea at sure kami na mahal ka din nya.. oh let me rephrase it., mahal na mahal ka padin nya." jia smiled at her friends she's so thankful na hindi sya iniwan ng mga kaibigan nya kahit na sya mismo nagawa nya silang tiisin.

"JiBea padin." ponggay exclaimed at nagising naman si dani at sab kaya binatukan ni ella si ponggay.

"aray ate ells. oo na sorry naman."

at napuno ng hagikgikan ang kwarto.. kahit saglit lang.

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"YOU WHAT??!!!!" gulat na sigaw ni gretch.

"i gave her what she want. i let go." bea said as she took another shot of wine.

"dude , you shouldn't let go of her. if you really love her, you should've fight more." amy said

"fight?" she chuckled. "ayaw ko na syang saktan. pinangako ko sa kanyang mamahalin, aalagaan, at papasayahin ko sya , pero pakiramdam ko habang hinihila ko syang pabalik sa akin mas lalo ko syang nasasaktan. mas kaya ko na tiisin ang sakit ng wala sya kesa makitang mas nasasaktan ko sya habang hinihila ko sya pabalik sa akin." bea said habang pinipilit ngumiti. hindi naman nakaligtas sa mata ng kanyang mga kaibigan ang sakit at lungkot na iniinda nya.

"so susuko ka na agad agad?" alyssa asked.

"oo nga, hindi mo na ba talaga kayang madala sa breezy moves mo yan???" gretch asked also.

"hindi na siguro..." sagot ni bea at lumagok ulit ito.

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